Jenn Shapland

"While working as an intern in the archives at the Harry Ransom Center, Jenn Shapland encounters the love letters of Carson McCullers and a woman named Annemarie-letters that are tender, intimate, and unabashed in their feelings. Shapland recognizes herself in the letters' language-but does not see McCullers as history has portrayed her. And so, Shapland is compelled to undertake a recovery of the full narrative and language of McCullers's life: she wades through the therapy transcripts; she stays at McCullers's childhood home, where she lounges in her bathtub and eats delivery pizza; she relives McCullers's days at her beloved Yaddo. As Shapland reckons with the expanding and collapsing distance between her and McCullers, she sees the way McCullers's story has become a way to articulate something about herself. The results reveal something entirely new not only about this one remarkable, walleyed life, but about the way we tell queer love stories. In genre-defying vignettes, Jenn Shapland interweaves her own story with Carson McCullers's to create a vital new portrait of one of America's most beloved writers, and shows us how the writers we love and the stories we tell about ourselves make us who we are"--

A Memoir

My Autobiography of Carson Mccullers

A GOODREADS MOST ANTICIPATED BOOK • Examining capitalism’s toxic creep into the land, our bodies, and our thinking, this incisive new work is “a visceral exploration” (Katherine May, author of Wintering) from a National Book Award finalist and a powerful literary mind. "A wrenching, loving and trenchant examination of feminism, nuclear weapons production, healthcare, queerness and American life" —Alexander Chee, author of How to Write an Autobiographical Novel For Jenn Shapland, the barrier between herself and the world is porous; she was even diagnosed with extreme dermatologic sensitivity—thin skin. Recognizing how deeply vulnerable we all are to our surroundings, she becomes aware of the impacts our tiniest choices have on people, places, and species far away. She can't stop seeing the ways we are enmeshed and entangled with everyone else on the planet. Despite our attempts to cordon ourselves off from risk, our boundaries are permeable. Weaving together historical research, interviews, and her everyday life in New Mexico, Shapland probes the lines between self and work, human and animal, need and desire. She traces the legacies of nuclear weapons development on Native land, unable to let go of her search for contamination until it bleeds out into her own family’s medical history. She questions the toxic myth of white womanhood and the fear of traveling alone that she’s been made to feel since girlhood. And she explores her desire to build a creative life as a queer woman, asking whether such a thing as a meaningful life is possible under capitalism. Ceaselessly curious, uncompromisingly intelligent, and urgently seeking, with Thin Skin Shapland builds thrillingly on her genre-defying debut My Autobiography of Carson McCullers (“Gorgeous, symphonic, tender, and brilliant” —Carmen Machado), firmly establishing herself as one of the sharpest essayists of her generation.

Essays

Thin Skin

¿Cómo cuentas la historia real de alguien olvidado —un auténtico icono, un ídolo— junto a la tuya? Mi autobiografía de Carson McCullers de Jenn Shapland es a la vez una exploración inmersiva y sorprendente en la vida y obra de una de las escritoras más queridas y respetadas de Estados Unidos y un análisis de la identidad más allá de las normas de género, la memoria y el amor. Siendo una estudiante de posgrado, Shapland descubre una serie de cartas escritas por una mujer llamada Annemarie a Carson McCullers. Aunque Shapland se reconoce a sí misma en las cartas, que son íntimas y desvergonzadas en sus sentimientos, no ve a McCullers tal y como la ha retratado la historia de la literatura. Su curiosidad inicial da paso a una progresiva obsesión no solo por ese aspecto recién descubierto de la vida de McCullers, sino también por la forma en la que contamos las historias de amor en los márgenes. ¿Por qué —se pregunta Shapland— las historias de mujeres están erigidas a partir de las narrativas de otros?¿Por qué las mujeres queer que intentan autorrealizarse en espacios heterosexuales requieren una revisión constante? ¿Y qué podría revelar a Shapland sobre sí misma su indagación en la vida de McCullers, en su historia, sus secretos y su legado? Con una prosa inteligente y esclarecedora, la autora de Mi autobiografía de Carson McCullers, que fue finalista al National Book Award en la categoría de no ficción, entreteje su propia historia con la de McCullers para crear un retrato vital de uno de los mayores tesoros de la literatura universal, mostrándonos cómo los escritores que amamos y las historias que contamos sobre nosotros mismos nos convierten en quienes somos. «Una investigación sobre cómo buscamos la verdad de nosotros mismos y de los demás de maneras que, en ocasiones, no son sencillas (...) Ojalá hubiera más libros como este» ( The New York Times Book Review) «Un testimonio conmovedor y sin pretensiones sobre el amor en los márgenes» ( The New Yorker) «Acompañar a Shapland en sus labores como detective es una delicia» ( The Los Angeles Review of Books) «Este libro descubre formas en que se ha ignorado la historia queer de las mujeres. Es un relato personal, poderoso y que cambia el género del descubrimiento literario» ( Book Riot, Mejores libros de 2020) «Shapland entreteje un sincero cuestionamiento de sí misma y reveladoras historias personales con un retrato matizado de una escritora que confesó que sus amores eran "intocables" y sus sentimientos "inarticulables". Una crónica sensible de la búsqueda de la verdad de una biógrafa» ( Kirkus Reviews)

Mi autobiografía de Carson McCullers

FINALIST FOR THE NATIONAL BOOK AWARD Longlisted for the Andrew Carnegie Medal for Excellence in Nonfiction How do you tell the real story of someone misremembered—an icon and idol—alongside your own? Jenn Shapland’s celebrated debut is both question and answer: an immersive, surprising exploration of one of America’s most beloved writers, alongside a genre-defying examination of identity, queerness, memory, obsession, and love. Shapland is a graduate student when she first uncovers letters written to Carson McCullers by a woman named Annemarie. Though Shapland recognizes herself in the letters, which are intimate and unabashed in their feelings, she does not see McCullers as history has portrayed her. Her curiosity gives way to fixation, not just with this newly discovered side of McCullers’s life, but with how we tell queer love stories. Why, Shapland asks, are the stories of women paved over by others’ narratives? What happens when constant revision is required of queer women trying to navigate and self-actualize in straight spaces? And what might the tracing of McCullers’s life—her history, her secrets, her legacy—reveal to Shapland about herself? In smart, illuminating prose, Shapland interweaves her own story with McCullers’s to create a vital new portrait of one of our nation’s greatest literary treasures, and shows us how the writers we love and the stories we tell about ourselves make us who we are.

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