Marisa Crane

Dept. of Speculation meets Black Mirror in this lyrical, speculative debut about a queer mother raising her daughter in an unjust surveillance state In a United States not so unlike our own, the Department of Balance has adopted a radical new form of law enforcement: rather than incarceration, wrongdoers are given a second (and sometimes, third, fourth, and fifth) shadow as a reminder of their crime—and a warning to those they encounter. Within the Department, corruption and prejudice run rampant, giving rise to an underclass of so-called Shadesters who are disenfranchised, publicly shamed, and deprived of civil rights protections. Kris is a Shadester and a new mother to a baby born with a second shadow of her own. Grieving the loss of her wife and thoroughly unprepared for the reality of raising a child alone, Kris teeters on the edge of collapse, fumbling in a daze of alcohol, shame, and self-loathing. Yet as the kid grows, Kris finds her footing, raising a child whose irrepressible spark cannot be dampened by the harsh realities of the world. She can’t forget her wife, but with time, she can make a new life for herself and the kid, supported by a community of fellow misfits who defy the Department to lift one another up in solidarity and hope. With a first-person register reminiscent of the fierce self-disclosure of Sheila Heti and the poetic precision of Ocean Vuong, I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself is a bold debut novel that examines the long shadow of grief, the hard work of parenting, and the power of queer resistance.

A Novel

I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself

A vibrant and intimate novel about growing up, first love, and all the joy and heartbreak of competitive high school basketball

“Brilliant … so alive and vibrating that it took my breath away.”—Kevin Wilson, New York Times bestselling author of Nothing to See Here

Star point guard Mack Morris’s senior year of high school begins with twin cataclysms: the death of Mack’s father and the arrival of transfer student Liv Cooper. Playing side by side for their high school basketball team, Mack and Liv discover an electrifying, game-winning chemistry on the court. Off the court, they fall into an equally intoxicating more-than-friendship—one that feels out-of-bounds in their small Pennsylvania town. Mack teeters on the precipice of adulthood as desire and grief collide with drugs, sex, and the looming college signing deadline. Caught between the dual impulses of ambition and self-destruction, Mack must decide what kind of life they want to fight for.

Written with the lush longing of Andre Aciman’s Call Me By Your Name,the obsessive attention of Jean Kyoung Frazier’s Pizza Girl, and with all the romance and feeling of the beloved 2000 movie Love & Basketball, A Sharp Endless Need is a stunning testament to the big feelings of coming-of-age, falling in love, and, of course, playing sports.

A Sharp Endless Need

Myriam Gurba

Alissa Nutting

SJ Sindu

Maame Blue

Sam Cohen

Venita Blackburn

Anna Dorn

Aurora Mattia

Priya Guns

Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya

Soula Emmanuel

Temim Fruchter

Myriam Lacroix

Kristel Emma Buckley

Molly Llewellyn with Emily Austin

francesca ekwuyasi

A follow-up to their runaway success Peach Pit: Sixteen Stories of Unsavory Women, editors Molly Llewellyn and Kristel Buckley return with Be Gay, Do Crime, a celebration of queer chaos from an all-queer author lineup featuring Myriam Gurba, Emily Austin, Alissa Nutting, and Francesca Ekwuyasi

A trans woman makes increasingly frequent hoax calls to a business where she's had a negative experience, watching the consequences with perverse joy. A group of aging queers turns to bank robbery to stop the sale of their bungalow complex to a development company. As the president prepares to give a speech, two women lurk among the journalists, ready to shoot him. And an aspiring author takes to stealing items from strangers’ homes in a kind of cosmic redistribution each time one of her relationships fail.

In sixteen brilliant, wild-eyed stories, Be Gay, Do Crime delivers a celebration and reckoning of why queer people turn to crime–unintentionally, as a means of survival, as protest, as rescue, or to right injustices big and small.

Sixteen Stories of Queer Chaos

Be Gay, Do Crime

3 A.M. Heartbreak Material

Secondhand Sins

In 'Our Debatable Bodies', Marisa Crane addresses the uncomfortable truth about being a woman operating outside patriarchal constraints of traditional femininity. She rages against the expectations of womanhood, tearing them down to build new ones. Love, self-belief, and the trials and triumphs of queer love are just a few of the lenses through which Marisa examines the world.

Our Debatable Bodies

Julia Dixon Evans

Kiik Araki-Kawaguchi

Ari Honarvar

Patrick Coleman

Kirsten Imani Kasai

Lizz Huerta

Lily Hoang

Corey Lynn Fayman

Ryan Bradford

Phil Phil Beaumont

Perry Vásquez

Miki Vale

Artists and Writers play a game of telephone anonymously transmuting words to images for several turns in San Diego, CA.

Lost in Translation: a Game of Telephone

The debut poetry collection from Marisa Crane.

3 A. M. Heartbreak Material

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