（日）三岛由纪夫著

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三岛由纪夫著的《金阁寺/青鸟文库》是作者很具代表性的长篇小说。故事取材于一九五〇年七月实际发生的纵火事件。生来为口吃苦恼的青年沟口从贫穷的乡下来到金阁寺出家之后，终日沉迷于金阁之美，幻想在战火中与金阁寺同归于尽的壮美场面。然而战争的结束使这一愿望永远化为泡影，绝望之余，他毅然将金阁付诸一炬。集中体现了三岛的所谓“毁灭之美”。

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"I'm the kind that doesn't care about that sort of thing at all," he said.

I was amazed. Having been raised in the rough environment of the country, I was unfamiliar with this type of gentleness. Tsurukawa's gentleness taught me that, even if stuttering were removed from my existence, I could still remain myself. I thoroughly enjoyed being stripped stark naked. Tsurukawa's eyes, bordered with their long lashes, filtered away my stuttering and accepted the rest of me just as I was. Until then I had been under the strange illusion that to disregard my stuttering was of itself equivalent to annihilating that existence called "me"

People with comic looks like me are extremely adept at avoiding the danger of appearing tragic by mistake. I knew very well that if I once began to appear tragic, people would no longer feel at ease when they came into contact with me. It was especially important for the souls of other people that i should never appear to be a wretched figure

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