The First to Die at the End
Emotional
Touching
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The First to Die at the End

Adam Silvera2022
In this prequel to #1 New York Times bestselling phenomenon They Both Die at the End, two new strangers spend a life-changing day together after Death-Cast first makes their fateful calls. It’s the night before Death-Cast goes live, and there’s one question on everyone’s mind: Can Death-Cast actually predict when someone will die, or is it just an elaborate hoax? Orion Pagan has waited years for someone to tell him that he’s going to die. He has a serious heart condition, and he signed up for Death-Cast so he could know what’s coming. Valentino Prince is restarting his life in New York. He has a long and promising future ahead and he only registered for Death-Cast after his twin sister nearly died in a car accident. Orion and Valentino cross paths in Times Square and immediately feel a deep connection. But when the first round of End Day calls goes out, their lives are changed forever—one of them receives a call, and the other doesn’t. Though neither boy is certain how the day will end, they know they want to spend it together…even if that means their goodbye will be heartbreaking. Told with acclaimed author Adam Silvera’s signature bittersweet touch, this story celebrates th
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K.@grievoustar
3.5 stars
May 19, 2025

Isn't biblically accurate because I've heard somewhere that gay means happy, hENCE WHY WAS I CRYING A RIVER TO THIS.

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Lily@lil_207
5 stars
Dec 28, 2024

OMG! the ending was so tragic i was crying so much it was so sad. I'm glad Frankie died, though I feel for Paz having to do it. I love that Scarlett has been introduced to Team Young and they're now all friends. VALENTINO LOVES/LOVED HIM!! ValentinOrion for life!

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dezzy@dezz2022
4.5 stars
Aug 15, 2024

It was such a good book 😭 .

+2
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Merasemer@merasemer
4 stars
Jul 27, 2024

In love with the couple (again more in love with those characters than the book) but the ending was clear from the start

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+3
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rio@lifeindelusions
3 stars
Jul 24, 2024

I’d recommend reading they both die at the end, but this book is like an extra to me!! it was a bit hard to go through and the pacing was a little off for me, the characters weren’t super loveable so it was a bit hard to care really, but it was still a good book!! this book explores the times when Death cast first made an appearance in the world!! you see how the people have doubts abt the system, and how things can go wrong. you learn more about how Death cast works (without divulging its secrets of course). it’s heartbreaking, and sacrificial. i could see how this book could definitely suit someone else’s tastes more than mine, so it’s more of a it wasn’t for me. i take this book as more of world building than anything:) also mateo and rufus have a scene of when they were kids in here, it’s cute and it hurts!

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Katie Roberts@katie05
5 stars
May 4, 2024

Had this in my shelf for over a year. Decided last night to pick it up. Finished in basically one sitting. I CRIED 😭

+12
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Lila Roberts@lilaroberts
5 stars
Apr 3, 2024

crying screaming throwing up i love this book so much i don’t know why i hope for the best when the cover literally tells me what’s going to happen but this book was so good i read it in like three days

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Arianna@annaira
4 stars
Jan 3, 2024

I enjoyed this one way more than they both die at the end

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marta @mmartta
5 stars
Dec 22, 2023

★★★★,5

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Aimee :)@aimees_reading
5 stars
Oct 13, 2023

I WRAPPED THIS UP READY TO GIVE TO MY FRIEND AND I FORGOT TO ADD QUOTES SO THATS WHY I HAVENT DONE ANY !!


This time i wasn’t as emotionally attached as i was with the characters in the sequel, however i still very much felt for them. The plot kept me guessing the entire time, my theories were almost never correct, unfortunately and fortunately. The only thing different about how i feel towards this book and its sequel is that i didn’t cry as much, due to how emotionally invested i was in the other characters. But nevertheless i still cried. It was so beautiful and once again i just love how everything connects, it had me gasping audibly.

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Laura Dobie@MovingToyshop
4 stars
Sep 6, 2023

Touching and life-affirming.

+6
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Madhuri Kasam@madhuri_reads
5 stars
Sep 4, 2023

** spoiler alert ** I couldn't help but sob throughout part 4 and 5. It left me desolated even though I knew this was supposed to happen right from the beginning. I loved the Rufus - Mateo cameos in here (ifykyk). And not to mention the star Last Friend App which led to the whole "They both die at the end". Finally we also meet the creator who is the ultimate reason our characters meet. The whole Death cast scenario is explored a bit more compared to TBDATE and the beginning of it all is quite whimsical. It took me quite long to finish because of my slump but this was worth every memory Oreo-Val captures in the day.

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Alicia@mooney_fpe
5 stars
Jun 14, 2023

Me han encantado las referencias al otro libro, ha sido un detallazo, aunque es poco triste verlos de chiquitos y saber cómo morirán 😞

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Poncho Bosque@poncho_bosque
4 stars
May 16, 2023

Great book it had nice references to "they both die in the end." but manages to pull a great story that can be read as a stand alone. Loved the characters and how everyone interacted with each other. But I specially loved how even tho it's stated early in the story that a person will die, the circustances allow the reader to have hope and feel dread about the fates of everyone in the story.

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Signe@signemem
5 stars
May 15, 2023

I loved it so much, I litterally could get enough if it, and I'm heartbroken by the ending but I don't think it could have been any better either. All i want is to live a life like Orion and Valention did on their day together. Plenty of minded changing qutoes too.

+8
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Carli McNaught@theteessider
2.5 stars
Feb 21, 2023

What an amazing theory! Death Cast! Still not sure if I loved it it hated it! ❤️❤️🤘🏻🤘🏻

+1
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Autumn@500daysofautumn
5 stars
Feb 6, 2023

What a great book to start off the year! I loved this story so much I may have even liked it better than the first book! The Death Cast concept is so interesting to me and I loved how we got more of the story of how it all started this time around. There even was a little more mystery in this prequel as we didn’t 100% know which characters would die in the end like we did with the first. I flew through this 550 page book and didn’t want it to end! We’ll done Adam Silvera!

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Chiara @chiaralupin04
5 stars
Jan 26, 2023

This book broke me mentally and emotionally in the best way possible.

+4
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Lia Morris@lia_25
5 stars
Jan 25, 2023

beautiful and heartbreaking

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Pia @pia04
4 stars
Nov 21, 2022

A good sequel to the first book. It felt great to read a little more about this world although I could feel the teasing from the author with some small comments that referred to the first book.

+2
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Mack Carroll@yummer22
4 stars
Nov 2, 2022

It was good, a little sad

+4
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laci fryman <3@lac1fryman
5 stars
Oct 19, 2022

i will never be able to recover from this.

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riven@rivenonpluto
5 stars
Oct 18, 2022

I think it’s safe to say that TFTDATE was more heartbreaking than TBDATE. I know this because of the amount of tissues currently on my bed. (Adam, you owe me at least two boxes of tissues and therapy) No one can make me ugly cry and simultaneously laugh at dark humor like Adam Silvera can. Getting to know Valentino and Orion and all the others has been an incredible ride. Seeing their dynamics and the way they all fit together like one big perfect puzzle, brought so much warmth to my heart. Reading about how much they all mean to one another was enough to bring tears to my eyes and made getting attached to them all the more worth it. The cameos warmed my heart and shattered it all in the same breath. I wish I could say more, but I won’t. At least not until a few weeks after the book has been released. Adam never fails to astound me with the world that he’s built around Death-Cast. The creativity, the rawness of it all, just utterly flawless and ground shattering. He’s created a set of characters that come from different traumatic events and heartache, and they somehow still manage to live every single day to the absolute fullest. Thank you for the representation that you’ve given with every single story you’ve written. You’ve made me feel seen. You’ve made thousands of people feel seen. Adam has been one of my favorite author’s for a very long time, and an inspiration to the worlds I create too. So being able to be so privileged to review an ARC copy, is one of my many ‘firsts that I hope doesn’t double as a last.’ Thank you to HarperCollins Publishers and to Adam for the ARC copy.

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Elizabeth du Toit@lisa-stel10
4 stars
Oct 16, 2022

I love this book, so if you are into a loving relationship with a deadline typa thing this is the perfect book for you, however, this book did make me cry for so long

+4

Highlights

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Elin Hakvoort@snailin

“I should go say what’s up.”

“I’m loving this attitude, O-Bro, but are you thinking with your dick by any chance?”

“I think I’m thinking with my heart?”

“Not exactly a reliable source either.”

Page 34

Dude with a heart condition (the first one to speak) wants to talk to an attractive guy. This is a conversation with his best friend (the second one to speak). Lol.

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Elin Hakvoort@snailin

“He must have a huge heart” ~Valentino

Page 30

Well about that…

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Alicia@mooney_fpe

«El amor es un superpoder —le había dicho su padre—. Es uno que todos tenemos, pero no es un superpoder que siempre puedas controlar. Se vuelve más complicado conforme creces. No te asustes si descubres que quieres a alguien a quien no esperas querer. Si es el indicado, lo es»

Page 372
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Signe@signemem

!!MAJOR SPOILER!!

"I'm no longer a short story. I'm now a novel. Better yet, I'm a work in progress. I have all these new blank pages, and I'm going to live a life worth writting about."

Page 549
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Signe@signemem

'"It won't kill me. But it could heal me."

Page 547
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Signe@signemem

"I'm gulity because the stars were always aligning in a way where he would die so I could live."

Page 515
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Signe@signemem

"Life shouldn't be about to end before someone starts living."

Page 419
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Signe@signemem

"Isn't life more freeing when you let go?"

Page 400
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Signe@signemem

"Not always well, but alive."

Page 353
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Signe@signemem

"Unfortunately, my memories are stronger than my imagination."

Page 352
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Signe@signemem

"It goes to show that even on your way out, there's still time to let people in."

Page 339

Clint again ♡

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Signe@signemem

"It's about saying something right to the person who matters the most. While you can."

Page 338

Clint ♡

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Signe@signemem

"Your life will be divided into first and lasts and nevers."

Page 336
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Signe@signemem

"Everything didn't have to have meaning. Sometimes something that was beautiful was just beautiful. "

Page 333
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Signe@signemem

" "I should drop dead now"

That shit breaks my heart "

Page 290
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Signe@signemem

"This agency won't turn me into a star. Not even after everything goes dark for me, like an empty night sky."

Page 282
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Signe@signemem

"She hopes she's not wrong.

But she's planning to be"

Page 240
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Signe@signemem

"I guess I do have a death wish: don't die with any regrets."

Page 124
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Signe@signemem

"They'll remember soon enough who the real monsters are and realize that he was a hero all along."

Page 96
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Signe@signemem

"I write short stories because I am one. I wish I was a novel. Breaths away from midnight, I know my final chapter is close. I look up at Valentino, wondering what life could've offred if I had more pages in me."

Page 67
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Signe@signemem

"I want to make great memories. Something to look back on whenever existing seems hard."

Page 65
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Signe@signemem

"As long as you keep existing, you'll keep breathing, and if you're breathing, one day you'll start living again."

Page 61
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Signe@signemem

"But I don't know if I can orbit around someone this beautiful and not just fall in love, stay in love, and die in love."

Page 34
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Miglė@miglegrig

It’s not fair how someone can do everything right and still be hurt because someone else does one thing wrong.