Deep End
Addictive
Magnetic
Easy read

Deep End

Ali Hazelwood2025
A competitive diver and an ace swimmer jump into forbidden waters in this steamy college romance from the New York Times bestselling author of The Love Hypothesis. Scarlett Vandermeer is swimming upstream. A Junior at Stanford and a student-athlete who specializes in platform diving, Scarlett prefers to keep her head down, concentrating on getting into med school and on recovering from the injury that almost ended her career. She has no time for relationships—at least, that’s what she tells herself. Swim captain, world champion, all-around aquatics golden boy, Lukas Blomqvist thrives on discipline. It’s how he wins gold medals and breaks records: complete focus, with every stroke. On the surface, Lukas and Scarlett have nothing in common. Until a well-guarded secret slips out, and everything changes. So they start an arrangement. And as the pressure leading to the Olympics heats up, so does their relationship. It was supposed to be just a temporary, mutually satisfying fling. But when staying away from Lukas becomes impossible, Scarlett realizes that her heart might be treading into dangerous water...
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Bri@brileitch
4 stars
May 6, 2025

very well written love story but the spice was… not my thing personally LOL !

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Alex Landau@daetura
5 stars
May 3, 2025

I loved this way more than I thought I would. The duel narration worked perfectly and the guy who was voicing Lucas... Literal perfection.

As far as the actual story goes: as someone who doesn't enjoy sports and knows next to nothing about competitive swimming or diving, it was explained just enough to understand without being bogged down. The pacing was good and there were plenty of characters that I enjoyed. It was funny, sweet, and really hot at the same time. I enjoyed seeing Scarlett's healing process and it was all just very satisfying.

+3
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p.@softrosemint
3 stars
Apr 10, 2025

First, Ms Hazelwood really writes the same book over and over again because how is this not 80% "Check & Mate" with then some relatively kinky sex? Which is actually fine because that is my favourite of hers that I have read. It helped that the erotic scenes did nothing to me, I maybe found them a little goofy, because I could just breeze through them. (Also, I swear to God, this was marketed as borderline tabboo breaking when... it is not? I think I have read more hardcore things on random Wednesdays because SOMEONE did not tag their fanfic properly).

Also, OK, I maybe biased since Scarlett is an August Virgo but I do not think we need to be breaking out our literally critic skills for this novel, you know?

Also, there are typos in the book. Do better.

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Des@mechaderay
5 stars
Apr 3, 2025

Is it hot in here or???


It’s Ali. No notes. Perfection perusal. The narrator was chefs kiss.

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Mey@mey
1 star
Apr 3, 2025

DNF at Chapter 4. I picked this up hoping she'd be the dom but I guess that's too much to expect of a mainstream commercial author.

Thoughts:

I had so much trouble following the plot in the first three chapters that I had to reread twice (total three times).

I hate that it's bdsm is always compared to fifty shades.
The convo that happened in chapter 4 is okay, not bad at all. Emphasising on constant checking up on each other and the establishment of boundaries in advance.
I really like the narrator's voice.

I will probably be writing my own version of this.

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Larissa Kirchberger@larissasbookclub
5 stars
Mar 23, 2025

𝓭𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓮𝓷𝓭

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

listen!! this is by far ali’s best book yet! i adored the love hypothesis, and have enjoyed some of her other books but this is definitely my fave and will likely end up in my 2025 faves - i said what i said!

i buddy read this with one of my irl besties (it was her third read hehe) and i loved getting to experience reading it with her 🫶🏼 i sent her live updates as i was reading and we’re both on the hunt for our own luk’s 😈

i loved scar’s character growth and watching her overcome her own personal challenges. the tension between her and luk was palpable, and i am a fool for a ‘he falls first trope’ so i was a goner from the start 😂

their individual histories were created so well by ali, and i enjoyed that there were periods in the story where they were separated in different countries doing their own thing. i also loved the diving element in this, ali did an incredible job of exploring this and i’m definitely here for more swimming/diving romances!

my least fave element was pen - she was a horrible friend when she had her blow up at scar (iykyk) and i wouldn’t push that aside to keep a friendship.

+4
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Priscilla Stanfield@priscillas01
4 stars
Mar 20, 2025

3.75/5⭐️ • 2.5/5🌶️

Now this isn’t my favorite book by Ali but it’s also not my least favorite either. It’s kind of in the middle. There were parts of this book I liked but there were others I didn’t. I was prepared of the OWD that was in here and while I was expecting way worse than what I got. It definitely could have been a shitshow of epic proportions but it stayed pretty tame. I think this whole book was pretty tame especially when we say this is incredibly “spicy” too. Now for a traditionally published book, yeah maybe. But everyone’s spice level is different and it is one of Ali’s spiciest but it wasn’t kink-filled like I kept seeing it advertised as. So yeah I have mixed feelings about this one.

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Maggie Hotmer@maggielynn8
4.5 stars
Mar 15, 2025

I was looking forward to this new release, and it didn't disappoint me. I couldn't put this book down. I enjoyed Scarlett and Lukas's relationship; it felt like they really understood each other. Even though they had an agreement from the start, their time together always felt more than that. I was kind of disappointed with the "kinky" side of this book. It seemed really hyped up, but they honestly didn't do anything that crazy. I also felt like Penelope took up a whole lot of this book. I know she was both of their friend, but it seemed like she was one of the main characters. And the way she reacted at the end was crazy, especially since she set them up in the first place. The ending seemed very abrupt to me, like the story was pretty drawn out but I wished we had gotten a little more of them together at the end. Overall, I really enjoyed it!

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+5
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Stella Schuster@stellabystarlight
0.5 stars
Mar 15, 2025

bad

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abi a@abiblu
2.5 stars
Mar 12, 2025

i just don’t believe people who meet in college can stay together. sue me!

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Raigan Correll@raigancorrell
3.5 stars
Mar 11, 2025

Interesting premise. not my favorite plot but cute overall the ending wrapped up nicely. lukas blomqvist is a top tier book boyfriend tho

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Keira 💫@dirtyhandssidechick
5 stars
Mar 10, 2025

This book was so good. I love Scarlett and Lukas. But my favorite character by far was Jan. I loved these flawed characters they were too good and they kinda remind me of my fav person and how well he knows me ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Hailey Schaub@roseskully
5 stars
Mar 9, 2025

Characters:3.5🌟

Character Growth:4🌟

Setting:4🌟

Pace:3.5🌟

Spice:2🌶️

Romance:3.75💘

Personal Enjoyment:4.75🌟

Total Rounded Average:5🌟



This book was not something I thought I would ever like in a million and one years but here we are with a five star rating. Now to say this book was perfect would be a flat out lie. There were many problems that I found but for me were easy to look over. Such as the therapy sessions doing nothing to help Scarlett but Lukas fixing everything. Or the fact that Penelope is being brought up so much that I'm rolling my eyes at the mention of her name when she isn't even in the actual area Scarlett is. Not just that but mentioning Penelope right after doing the nasty was not my most favorite thing in the world. Like out of the times to be thinking about someone now's the time? But with all that being said I overlooked it just because I had such a good time with Scarlett when she was figuring out her life and the things that she liked. Discovery is done in so many ways in this book and it was gratifying to watch how everything came to be. As far as when it comes to Lukas I feel like he was pretty well developed but could still have been given more depth to his character. But by golly if I found a Lukas in real life I would be stealing him away as fast as I could. I am overall very happy to have finally found an Ali Hazelwood book I like!!

+5
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Amanda @asteil
5 stars
Mar 6, 2025

Typical Ali Hazelwood in that it had a strong woman in STEM lead. However, I’m not used to her take on BDSM! Not overly raunchy, but definitely some spicier parts. Cute romance. HEA.

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Marie@mariecze
5 stars
Mar 3, 2025

Soo good, loved it. Hazelwood never disappoints. Good, healthy communication between the characters.

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Genevieve @laviedegin
4.25 stars
Mar 1, 2025

"From the very start, you had all the power. From the very start, I was in the palm of your hand."

4.25 ⭐️

I actually didn't think I would like this as much as I did, not after I rated Not In Love so low last month, but I am pleasantly surprised that this book has now become my joint favourite book of Ali Hazelwood's. I think I was worried that, like with Not In Love, the romance and the spice would completely overwhelm the plot and leave me feeling disconnected from the characters, but this was like a step back into the well balanced romances that I know and love from Hazelwood. I had also been warned by a few people that this book is quite kinky, and I had seen the discourse online about this too, and I'm just wondering if we read the same book - because this was really not that kinky at all, in fact, because of that warning I actually felt a little bit disappointed in how unkinky this book was in the end 😂 and that's odd because I wasn't aware that was something I might want more of. The kinkiest books I've read before this one were Fifty Shades of Grey ten years ago and Lights Out literally two months ago. But actually this book turned out to be right up my alley, although ashamedly the scene I found the hottest was the moment where they finally realised their feelings for each other and had passionate, vanilla sex in a meeting room, but hey, what can I say...

I really loved the way Lukas and Scarlett negotiated their relationship, it was so healthy, consensual and safe, and the way Lukas took so much care in making sure Scarlett was ok, not only in their sex life but also as a person, had me kicking my feet and giggling. It was extremely obvious right from the beginning that her telling him this was "just sex" would not go to plan at all, but honestly that didn't detract from my enjoyment of this book at all, a little bit of predictability can be a good thing sometimes! I adored the way that they both got each other, that there was zero judgement, simply support and understanding, and it was so beautiful to read about. The plot was also really interesting, I don't know much about diving or swimming and it was so refreshing to read a sports romance that isn't about hockey for once. I feel like I learned a lot and I have absolute mad respect for both sports now, the way these athletes juggle training, competitions, classes, a social life and all the other shit going on in their lives is so impressive. I liked that this book delved into the mental health aspect of the extremes of sport too, the injuries, the mental blocks, the perfertionism, the pettiness that often comes with competitiveness, the stress and burn out etc, it was such a good read on these aspects. Although I didn't always love Scarlett's attitude towards therapy, and the fact that it felt like she leaned on Lukas more for emotional support than her therapist at times, but oh well.

The side characters were also interesting and well rounded, Scarlett's dive team was really sweet, Lukas' brother and friends were very cool too (I think I fell for Hasan a bit haha would love a spin off with him), the coaches were all unique characters, although I wish Maryam and Barb had gotten a bit more page time. And most of all, Scarlett's friendship with Penelope was so genuine and believable that I felt like I could be their friend too. I will say, though, that the assassination of Pen's character towards the end was a little bit uncalled for, I think that could've been handled differently but I don't mind how it was handled too much. Pen was a really prominent character in this book, being Lukas' ex girlfriend of seven years and Scarlett's close friend and synchro dive partner, it was always going to get a bit messy, but she was also mentioned so much throughout this book and her friendship with Scarlett was so deep that I couldn't help but thinking this book could've been a really successful exploration of a poly throuple, and honestly, I would've eaten that up. But it still worked out well the way it was written, even if it did unfairly paint Pen as a villian when I think both Lukas and Scarlett were villains too.

Overall, I loved this book, it was refreshing, extremely sexy, entertaining and educational. I loved that Adam and Olive made a guest appearance although I do think the STEM side of this book was a tad one dimensional and felt a bit like Hazelwood thought she needed to include it for it to be relevant to her other books, when I think she could've stepped away from the STEM genuisness for just one book. Also, was Dove the same Dove as in George and Dove from Love, Theoreticlly or am I just imagining things? I love reading Hazelzood's books because they're just so easy to read, her writing style and her character's banter just clicks with my brain and I love it. I will say, I am never going to be a big fan of dirty talk and found myself cringing quite a bit throughout this book, but that's my own preferences and not a reflection of the writing at all, in my opinion. Although, if I hear the words 'flank', 'slit' or 'hole' one more time I might just cringe so hard I combust.

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Emma Kamer@emmakamer
4 stars
Feb 28, 2025

I really liked this book, eventhough it was a busy week I flew through the story. The characters were nice (especially Lukav, loved his patience) en their journey together is amazing. I was also very much into the collage setting and the balance between the romance and the sports they both played was great! I had expected a little more spice since that was what everyone was talking about, but it wasn’t as much as I thought it would be. The characters talked about it more than actually doing it.

+6
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Samantha Waterson@sewaterson
4.5 stars
Feb 17, 2025

This book tickled my brain 🧠🫶🏼

+1
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Celina Irena Kuhn@celinairena
3.5 stars
Feb 16, 2025

Made me reread all the other books! Love the Olive and Adam appearence. Was a lot darker than the other books and a lot kinkier. Very relatable Charakters. Loved that a swimmer or in general water sports was included, maily because I was a swimmer during my youth. Also loved the epiloge so so much!

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+4
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Brittany Peterson@lardib
5 stars
Feb 14, 2025

Ali, we are not worthy of the stories you write.

The messiness of the secret relationship, the pining, “the list”, NCAA athletes trying to get into the Olympics, STEM, the Olive and Adam cameos - this book had me SWOONINGGGGG!!!!!!

As someone who played high level sports, watching these two try and balance their sports, their school and their relationship was so relatable.

This will be a hands down recommend for anyone - I hope they get WHET

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Ian Brakspear@ibrakspear
4 stars
Feb 13, 2025

As soon as this landed on my doorstep, I needed to drop everything and pick this one up, it’s something I just have to do with Ali Hazelwood’s books that I must consume them the second they arrive. Deep End was no different to this. It’s a Sports romance and just what I needed!

 

Scarlett Vandermeer, a junior at Stanford on the diving team, and Lukas Blomqvist, a senior at Stanford on the swim team (he's also an Olympian and has won countless medals at several national and global championships). They've semi-stayed in each other's orbit, mainly because of the closeness of the swimming and diving teams, but otherwise Scarlett doesn't really know much about Lukas. Until a well-guarded secret about the two of them is leaked by a mutual friend. The two start a mutual friends-with-benefits type situation, that of course develops into something more.

 

I really enjoyed the sports romance side to this one, I loved reading about the various competitions, practices, trials etc that Scarlett and her teammates. Having always had a love of the Olympics I enjoyed the references to this throughout the book. As I have come to love with Ali’s writing that the characters just felt genuine and had struggles that they needed to work through.

 

However, there was an aspect of this one that I didn’t enjoy as much, as it’s a spoiler I won’t say more than that – But it became something that kept coming up in this one that just left a bad feeling and taste.

 

As always, I look forward to what Ali publishes next!

+1
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Annabella@onmyown
4 stars
Feb 11, 2025

Remember when I said not in love was too formulaic??? Well she heard me

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Kelsey 🎀@kels2702
5 stars
Feb 11, 2025

Lukas and Vandy. Ali Hazelwood has done it again. This book is an absolute masterpiece. Swimmers and divers, lots of Swedish, and of course kinky sex. I loved this so much. Wow

+4
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debbie <3@debbiereadslittle
4 stars
Feb 9, 2025

I liked those love story, and i think FMC was fun to read but as great Lukas was, I feel like you don’t really learn too much about him, I want to learn more than the bullet points. But Lukas is mine, it’s official, my first book boyfriend. Also Pen is a huge bitch and kind of ruined the ending a bit for me. I think there would have been better ways to end it but at least they got their grand finale, also i couldn’t help but think of pewdiepie the whole time as embarrassing as that sounds

+3

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

“Lukas.”

“I have been in love with you for so long. And I won’t stop. I know it.”

“Lukas—”

“This is it, for me.” He presses a kiss against my cheek. “Remember back in the fall? When I was being a total asshole, trying to prove to myself that I could exist without you? I can’t, Scarlett. I can’t be without you. And for the first time in my life, I don’t care. I think of you all the time, and I want to make plans with you, I want to talk about the future, and I’m fucking happy about it—”

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

“This is not about Pen.” His hand is still around my arm. “It’s about you having a concussion and not telling me.”

“How do you know?”

His eyebrow lifts.

“It wasn’t a big deal. I was cleared the following day. And you were splashing around the East Coast. Winning shit. Übermensching.”

“You need to tell me these things.”

“What things?”

“Everything. You need to . . .” He inhales. Looks away, then back to me. “I want to know this stuff.”

“Why?”

“Because it’s about you.”

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

“I’m serious. If we get to Avery and you decide you don’t want me around, I’m not leaving.”

“It’s fine. You can stay, because you don’t count.”

“I don’t count,” he repeats. Stony faced.

“No, because you don’t care.”

“I don’t care.” He sounds like the word displeased was invented for him and only him

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

Free? It’s Lukas. My pulse trips, but quickly steadies. I tilt my head and type:

SCARLETT: In Sweden, when you text, do they charge you by the word?

LUKAS: There’s an emoji surcharge, but I’ll make an exception for you:

LUKAS: 🖕

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

“Anything I can do?” he offers.

“I don’t know. Do you speak German?”

“Despite what you Americans believe, Europe is not a single country where everyone speaks—”

I quietly flip him off, and he laughs like I handed him the exact thing he wanted.

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

Zach’s amused “Must be something in the water turning people into biologists, huh?”

“Chlorine-induced brain damage,” I mumbled.

Everyone laughed.

Except for Lukas, who just stared.

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Mary Carmona@mary_carmona

Notable fact of the day: he’s wearing shoes.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

A minute later she’s asleep. The entire universe is here, in his arms.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“But . . . what are we going to do with all that time together?”

“I was hoping we’d sleep in. Then go at it like animals. Then maybe a quick break at the pool? Then back home, more animal stuff.”

“Oh my god, Lukas. What are we—a couple?”

“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

It seems to occur to Pen, too, and her eyes widen. “Oh, shit, I’m so sorry. I promise I love you and stuff.”

“And stuff.”

“Come on. You know I would throw myself under a bus for you.”

“You absolutely would not.

“Well . . . under a tricycle.”

“Better.”

“I would throw myself under a bus for Scarlett, though.”

He can certainly relate to that.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

He finds it at work, during rounds, while patting the pockets of his white coat in search of a pen.

The note reads:

Whenever you open this, I’m probably thinking of you.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

He used to want to prove to himself that he could thrive, even without her.

He has given up on that. Now he just wants her.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“You know what we call this?”

I shake my head. His fingers close around my waist, and he’s picking me up, lifting me high, and it’s my turn to bend down and kiss him, but before I manage, he whispers against my lips, “A Midsommar miracle.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

I take a deep breath. Turn until my mouth is against the shell of his ear. Kiss him underneath it before I say, “I love you. So, so much. All the things you talked about in Amsterdam, on the balcony . . . I want them, too. With you. For the next million years.”

“Million? Hyperbole?”

“Not this time.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

I frown. “Did you lie to me?”

“By omission.”

“What did you not tell me?”

“How early I fell for you. How soon I realized it. The enormity of it.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

His heart may be as cracked as mine.

“You know it, don’t you?” he asks.

“What?”

“From the very start, you had all the power. From the very start, I was in the palm of your hand.”

I did, I think. I definitely do now. “Yes.”

He smiles, but it doesn’t quite reach his eyes. “As long as you are aware, Scarlett.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“I love you. I’m in love with you. And you’re in love with me. We can say it.”

“Lukas.”

“I have been in love with you for so long. And I won’t stop. I know it.”

“Lukas—“

“This is it, for me.” He presses a kiss against my cheek. “Remember back in the fall? When I was being a total asshole, trying to prove to myself that I could exist without you? I can’t, Scarlett. I can’t be without you. And for the first time in my life, I don’t care. I think of you all the time, and I want to make plans with you, I want to talk about the future, and I’m fucking happy about it—“

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

I’m bursting, with . . .

It has to be love. It’s expansive and all-consuming and full and joyous. Hungry. Thick. At once heavy and light. Everywhere and golden. It’s him and me and the myriad of little strings that tangle us together.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“I want to do this with you every day and night for the rest of my life.”

I nod, still full of tears. Me, too, I think. Me, too.

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“You know,” he says against my lips, “I wanted to be righteously angry at you. I told myself I wouldn’t be with you until you were ready to be honest.” I don’t ask about what. It would be supremely dishonest. “But I’m just so fucking happy to see you, Scarlett. I can’t be mad at you, when every time I think about you I am reminded that you exist.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“Lukas is right about you,” Johan tells me.

I turn, alarmed. “Whatever he told you, he lied.”

“He just said that you’re funny.”

“Oh. Then maybe he didn’t lie.”

“And that you were out of his league.”

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Cassidy Nolan@cassafras28

“Until she feels better, maybe we should pull back. Or focus more on the . . . physical part of our relationship.”

Lukas doesn’t answer, not for a long stretch, and when I give up and tilt my head up at him, his gaze is cataloguing, all-seeing. “Now?”

“What?”

“Do you want me to fuck you while pretending that you’re not the person I feel closest to in the whole fucking world now, Scarlett? Or another day?”

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“She’s my friend.” I run my palms down my bare thighs. “I don’t think she could handle that you and I . . .”

“You and I?” His smile is a little cruel. “Come on, Scarlett. What are you and I doing? Are you ready to finally say it?”

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“He’s back,” Maryam says into my room on the following Saturday night.

I look up from my neurobiology homework. “Who?”

“The Love Island contestant.”

“What?”

“The heartthrob with the accent.”

I blink. “Lukas?”

The deep “Yup” coming from behind her squeezes my stomach like it’s a washcloth.

“I’m not sure whether I’m being flattered,” he says, closing the door, “or torn to shreds.”

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