The Royal Proposal

How did I let King Reed ensnare my heart so easily? He is twenty years older than me and my guardian too. To top it up, I let him take my innocence, Knowing that he would always demonstrate that devil may care attitude. Now, I am not sure if I am ready to be the queen of the nation, But I definitely want to become the queen of his heart. How do I make the right choice before coming to terms with reality and all the consequences too?