Guarded Emotion - Gay Romance

Siddran is probably the most unloved kid in school. He lives in a trailer. His father is a drunkard and his mother is a whore and they both don't care about him. What a poor boy.Jake, on the other hand, is the school jock who bullies almost everyone in school, except Siddran. Nobody sits beside him in school because he looks trashy and he's a bully. But Siddran has been nice to him ever since and doesn't mind sitting beside him. This made them become close friends.Jake invites Siddran for a dinner in his house. Sidd is surprised to see a big beautiful house. Nobody could ever suspect Jake lives in that house because he wears trashy second-hand clothes and drives an old car. But here it is, Jake's mini mansion.Sidd is welcomed by Jake's parents. Dinner is superb and Sidd gives his compliments. Jake's parents are happy to know that Jake has a friend and that this one friend is well-mannered. Sidd's visit then becomes often.Jake has been transformed thereafter. He starts to dress and act like a decent human being and Sidd gets a makeover too, as gratitude for bringing about Jake's big change. Until one night, Jake offers for Sidd to move in...Will Sidd take it? If he does, will Jake still be the same? Or will he turn into someone Sidd never thought he would be...This story is also known as "Understanding Siddran"SAMPLE 1:"I love you Sidd, I loved what we did last night."Sidd wasn't sure and blushed a little.Jake picked up on it and made a decision that might end this affair before it really began."I lied to you yesterday about the other bedroom. It's not being decorated. If you want to move in there tonight, that's ok. Or if you want to go home today I'll take you. I'm not sorry for what I did last night. I love you Sidd, and I wanted to touch you and show you some of that love. If you stay, I will keep trying to show you how much I love you, but I'll understand if you don't want to be my friend anymore. Please don't tell anyone else though. I never thought about other boys, just you. It's always just been you."Sidd couldn't believe what he was seeing. The reverse might have looked ok but seeing this big hard jock with tears in his eyes opening his soul to a little runt from the wrong side of the track was shattering.SAMPLE 2:"I can't believe you love me enough to do this Jake."Sidd was wiping the tears away as he spoke."I'm nothing, I'm nobody, I can't give you anything except me."Jake stopped snivelling at that comment and instead looked angrily at Sidd."Don't you dare put yourself down like that. You are the most special person in the world to me. When I was the school bully, I never hit on you because I knew even then that you were special. If someone offered me a million bucks or you I would take you every time. I know that one day, everybody will realise that you are special."Sidd kissed Jake now and realised that unless what Jake did to him was absolutely gross he would put up with it because disappointing this big cuddly bear wasn't on the cards if he could avoid it.That first time, Jake proved he was a liar...