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arwen@corienrielle
3 stars
May 5, 2024

kacey and jonah made me cry.

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Isabella @iscbella
3 stars
Mar 13, 2024

This book is devastating. I am all in for the angst, and I loved it so much. This book shattered me into pieces. Their love for each other was so pure, and every moment they had together was so beautiful. The moments we had with Jonah and Theo was so amazing, but I wish we got more. My heart is in pieces after reading this book. I don't think I'll read the next book(view spoiler)[ since I don't think I would want to read kaceytheo (hide spoiler)] I'm content with how everything ended.

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Priscilla Stanfield@priscillas01
4.5 stars
Mar 15, 2023

4.75/5⭐️ • 🌶️🌶️/5 • 😭😭😭😭/4

This is the only book I’ll have for this week only because I started it Sunday and needed it to put me in the middle for my writing this week. Man how much I regret that! I knew I was gonna cry. I was anticipating it. But when I made it so far into the book I was wondering if I was broke. Then I hit the 92% mark and it ended me the rest of the way. Not the same as ATBK but pretty damn close! But the writing of this book was phenomenal. The characters and their arcs were perfection for me and I’m so excited to get into the second book of the duet but fear for it because I’m not ready for it because of the obvious ending of the first and it not being in the second. Can you see that I’m trying not to post spoilers😅

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Brittany Cimini@brittreads
4 stars
Feb 6, 2023

first time i cried reading a book

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menna@midnightcoffee
5 stars
Jan 31, 2023

i need like a thousand years to recover from this and maybe then i can.... attempt to maybe read the sequel

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celene@recluseperformer
4 stars
Jan 23, 2023

i felt like i needed to cry so thats why i picked this up,,, and yep,,,, im devastated,,,

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Amy@amysbookstack
4 stars
Jan 4, 2023

Sad but a nice book. I enjoyed the storyline a lot 😊

+8
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ale@alexaandraaem
3 stars
Oct 31, 2022

feel like the vibes changed drastically during the entire book like the first 30% were the best for me but then it became kinda boring tbh… and the ending was sad but i didn’t even cry like not a single tear when i started this i was 100% sure i wouldn’t read all in bc it doesn’t have kaceyjonah but tbh i can totally see the kaceytheo vision so i may end up reading the second book even if it’s not now

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krisha@krishaa
5 stars
Aug 19, 2022

"You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop." I looked at Kacey sitting beside me. She is not merely an ocean. She is an entire universe. I still cannot stop crying, I'm emotionally drained. This book is devastatingly beautiful and I absolutely loved it. Jonah and Kacey have my whole heart, they were perfect together. I adored all the secondary characters and Jonah and Theo together were AMAZING.

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mahi@adrianslia
5 stars
Aug 17, 2022

** spoiler alert ** i cried, cried, and cried some more. i feel sick and empty. kaceyjonah, you don't know the hold you have on me. jonah saved kacey, and kacey allowed jonah to live his moments fully. their love was raw and pure and one can only imagine having what they had. jonah you will never be forgotten. i am still debating on whether or not i should tune into book 2 but i'm leaning closer to no. kacey shouldn't move on esp with theo. bdr w/ jenny <3

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nory@tristanmorana
5 stars
Aug 16, 2022

i knew how this was going to end and yet i was so unprepared for this kind of pain. i absolutely adored jonah he’s an angel and as kacey said, i will love him forever. so excited for kacey and theo’s book next can’t wait to shed more tears <3

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z@jonathankennedy
5 stars
Aug 16, 2022

ugly crying rn! jonah fletcher you will be missed

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dyl@jamesoliver
4 stars
Aug 13, 2022

kaceyjonah forever my people never touching the second book tho ❤️

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samantha youngclaus@samanthayy
5 stars
Aug 13, 2022

i’m genuinely so upset by this book i think i might scream

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Sam Sibilia@samsibilia
5 stars
Aug 7, 2022

This book had me crying for hours after I finished it. I STILL find myself thinking about it and tearing up. 10/10 recommend

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Samia Elashry@samias_reads
5 stars
Jul 3, 2022

i am bawling.... that’s all..... read this book if you want to get your heart destroyed 💔🤧🤧

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Nikki@beaushelly
5 stars
Jul 1, 2022

"I hope the love we have outweighs the pain when I'm gone." I generally stay away from books (or even fanfics) that have character death but this book is so well-loved by my twitter mutuals that it feels like a sin not to read it. And I'm so glad I did. Jonah Fletcher and Kacey Dawson, you both have my heart.

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Asvini Koneswaran@lemonlorde
3 stars
May 15, 2022

(3.5) this book is angsty

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amaniabdul@urfavoritearab
5 stars
Apr 17, 2022

so beautiful but so heartbreaking in the same time

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787
5 stars
Apr 11, 2022

you know what i deserve this. i decided to put myself through the pain because self love, and im suffering the consequences now. I AM DESTROYED! Jason and Kacey had the love that comes once in a millennium. They had everything but time. Right person not enough time. Me before you and ATBK kinda beat. I’m emotionally drained. In the best way possible. I don’t have any more tears to use up, nor do I have any feeling left in me. I must freaking acknowledge the author and her freaking talent. The emotions that fall off the page had me smiling and screaming and crying and possibly going through every feeling known to man. She has such a unique way of writing I just have to read everything she writes. I loved the growth all the characters went through. And I loved every character. Both the main characters were just so lovable and so real and they got what they wanted from each other. Not in the most desirable way, but it happened and it was beautiful. It was so raw, so poignant, so intense, and just amazing. Listen I can talk about this book for days and I will, and I need someone to read it so I can talk to them about it. Like the chemistry between Jonah and Kace was just so ahhhh they just clicked and I was maybe a chapter in and I was down on my knees for them. That’s how good they are together. Soulfreakingmates. I cannot stop talking about this book. Like read it in one sitting because I just couldn’t stop. Such a good book, worth all the five star reviews. It doesn’t have a HEA but it has a bittersweet ending, that will leave you happy. Almost like a weak stitch to your wounds. Doesn’t exactly HEAL the pain, but does it in a way that you’re satisfied. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS BOOK I BEG ALL OF YOU. Rating: 5/5 MF STARS Started: 11th April 2022 Finished: 11th April 2022

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Maxine Reads@maxinereads
5 stars
Feb 6, 2022

This book😩😩 We can name this the SECOND BOOK THAT EVER MADE ME CRY. It was predictable, at least for me, I already know what's gonna happen in the next book without reading the blurb. Buuuuuut... That didn't stop me from enjoying the book as much as I did. The characters 😩 everything was so cute, painful, full of love. I can't. This broke me in the best way and now I want the books physical 😭

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Emily@readem

dnf @68% This is the first book for my video Reading Romance for the First Time'! ' Want my full thoughts? Check it out! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcHU78gdK9s&t=1s

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isabela. @isabela
5 stars
Nov 15, 2021

never again.

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Shelly@smason
5 stars
Oct 22, 2021

It is so worth it, but be ready to cry when you read this!

Highlights

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Ausrine Blazyte@ausrinebl

I hate that people leave when they're supposed to stay.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“I hope the love we have outweighs the pain when I’m gone.”

soulmates.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“That’s my legacy: I loved you and was loved by you.”

STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP JONAAAHHHHH I AM A SOBBING MESSSS PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME I CANT TAKE IT I SWEAR

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“Kacey… No regret. Only love. Only you. I could see a receding shore beneath a sky full of stars. Millions upon millions of stars. Millions upon millions of moments. All of them with her name. I loved her more than I had ever loved anyone and was loved in return. The knowledge was safe in me, locked in my heart, and when I stopped fighting it and let my eyes fall closed… I couldn’t see the shore anymore but I knew it was there. A wind whispered, like a breath. My final breath. I will love you forever.”

IM AN ACTUAL MESS OF TEARS AND SOBS AND HEART ACHE AND PAIN

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“Because loving her is the best thing I’ve ever done.”

SOBBING

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“Her words sunk into my heart. Not the failing organ in my chest, but the part of me that beat for her, lived for her. I felt saturated with warmth and a happiness I didn’t think was possible to experience.”

Jonah 💔

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“I knew. Jonah met his idol. His hero praised the work. Theo and I witnessed it. It would forever be one of the most precious moments of our lives.”

im so in love with them.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“I would love you forever, Kacey, if I only had the chance.”

SCREAMING CRYING PERFECT STORM. all in good.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“It’s so beautiful,” Kacey murmured, her gaze sweeping all around, and then up to the overcast sky. “If the clouds pass, we should see stars tonight.” I nodded. “If it’s clear enough, you can see the edge of the Milky Way.” “Really? That would be amazing.” I watched her gaze follow a hawk as it soared across the basin. Seeing the stars reflected in her eyes… that would be amazing. A chance of a lifetime”

JONAH FLETCHER. LADIES AND GENTLEMAN.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“You hit the jackpot,” I said, throwing my arms around his neck. He looked down at me, his hands slowly coming down. The slot machine lights reflected red, blue and green in his eyes. The chime of falling coins dwindled away in my ears. The entire casino faded to the background. “I did,” he whispered. His hands took my face and he kissed me.

SCREAMINNNNGGGV

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“I’d put on a dark gray suit with a bright blue tie that may or may not have been the same color as Kacey’s eyes.”

Joshua templemann typa beat.

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“Theo threw the truck in park, and turned to face me. “What do you want to do?” “What can I do? I don’t have time, and she knows it. I told her about the last biopsy.” “Well, there you go,” he said, waving his hand. “You told her.” “Yeah? And?” “And she’s still here.”

freaking soulmates

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“A warmth spread in my chest, and I almost teased him for being deep, but my phone call with Lola came back to me, and how she’d voiced what actually scared me the most: being lost in the dark. I turned my eyes to my new lamps, then to the man who made them. Lola’s wrong. Somehow, some way, his lights will stay on and I’ll never be lost in the dark.”

ACTUAL SOBBING

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

I offered her my cupcake. “Taste?” That’s all I could manage. Taste. I scoffed inwardly. Me Tarzan, you Jane.

PLEASEEE I LOVE HIM

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Sarah @sarahfathim1787

“Yeah, I rested up,” I said. “Now I’m ready.” “Good,” Jeannie replied. As I pushed past her, she threw out the empty threat she’d been using on me since I joined the band: “Because there are a hundred guitarists who would kill to have your job.” I muttered under my breath, “Promise?”

BADASS.

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