Justice Damned Connections #2

Sebastian Blood. Torture. Murder. They’ve been my only companions for centuries. I haven’t needed or wanted anything else. Until I see Matty smile. Then something in me, something that’s been dormant for centuries, begins to reawaken. Matty doesn’t belong in my world. He’s loving, innocent, and full of joy. The darkness of my life would corrupt him in a heartbeat, but when he’s dragged into it against his will, nothing can stop me delivering my personal brand of justice. Matty keeps fighting for things I can’t give him, for things I’m no longer capable of. I can’t come between him and his family. I can’t give him what he needs. But I also can’t stay away from him. Matty I’m surrounded by couples in love. Once, I thought that’d be me. That I’d be swept off my feet and experience the kind of epic love you only see in movies. Now, I know better. A horrific night taught me to look for other things in a partner. Someone who’s predictable. Safe. Stable. Sebastian is anything but. Everyone tells me to stay away from him, but I don’t understand their concerns. How can he be a villain when all he’s shown me is kindness? He makes me want things I thought I’d given up on. Things I’m too scared to admit I still want. The trouble is, I can’t figure out what Sebastian wants. He tells me he can’t say no to me, but he won’t open up. He says to stay away from him, but he keeps coming around. One thing is for sure, Sebastian is who I want in my future. But how can I keep fighting for us if I’m the only one doing it?