M. Robinson

In a world where I had no say, violence became my refuge, and nothing else mattered. Not even my own life. Until her. Skyler Bell. It all started the first time I heard that voice. Giving me hope for tomorrow. My first love was everything all at once. Consuming. Maddening. Forever. Mine. Except, I never imagined there were secrets that needed to be shared. Lies that needed to be confessed. Truths that needed to be told. Demons that needed to be buried. Once I realized the depth, the longing, the sadness and sorrow in her eyes mirrored mine, it was too late. Love didn't come to me as heartbreak, it came as everything I've ever wanted. Walking away wasn't an option, but it was the only choice I had. I finally found the price of love and it cost me... My soul.

Lost Boy

Nichole Bogard

I cannot catch my breath!! This book there is so much I can say about this book. It was romantic, dark, emotional, it will break your heart!! I slammed this book shut and threw it so many times. I was sobbing and laughing and falling in love with the character and hating them at the same time. Obviously, I am all over the place. The feelings this book invoke pushed me over the edge and I had to modify what I read after to something much calmer and sweet.

"I wish I would’ve known then that this was only the beginning of our fucked up love story. Maybe then I would’ve been able to change the course of our lives. But they say everything happens for a reason. And Skyler… Was my reason."

Noah Jamison was born in a screwed-up family and was already a bad boy at the age of eleven. He has your heart from the beginning of the novel, first it breaks for him and will multiple times in this book and then you kind of fall in love with him foul mouth and all. Through all his messed-up decisions and even when you wanted to hate him you still love him because you know exactly why he chose to do what he does. 

Skyler Bell is a rising star from the age of six she has been thrown into the movie industry. All she ever wanted to do was act and sing. In all her success Skylar is a lost girl there is so many secrets she is keeping from everyone and so many things she is dealing with on her own. She was led to believe that everything that has happened to her is perfectly normal, but she loses a piece of herself the longer she stays in the industry.

Noah (rebel) and Skyler (Cutie) were made for each other and when they find each other when they are eleven years old you can just tell that they are meant to be. They find each other at their darkest and each one is the light to the other demons, but the obstacles they face will either break them or pull them closer together.

Some books steal pieces of your heart when it read them and stay with you for a long time. I would say this is one of those books. It had my heart from the get-go. You fall in love with both characters separately and together. It will tear you up, make you angry, make you love and make you grieve from them as children and adults.

Disclaimer if you do not like some dark romance, drug use, foul language and implications of rape this book is not for you.

Cofffee and Books

“ This is why I couldn’t let you in... because of that look on your face right now. I knew you’d never be able to look at me the same way again, and I couldn’t risk losing you.” 

Ok I just finished this heartbreakingly, hauntingly, beautiful book.
I bought this the other week cuz it was on sale and I just knew, by the cover and synopsis, that this book, this book was made for me. It screamed my name and damn it if I didn’t fall in love with this story and these broken people. 

“ I know”, she held onto my wrists as if she needed to feel me as well. “ I love you too, but sometimes, love just isn’t enough.”

After every god damn plot twist, every secret that was revealed and every damn sob worthy moment was over with, you prepared yourself for another one, not knowing when it was coming but feeling it in your heart and stomach that there was something waiting to be revealed. And I can not get over each secret and moment this book bought. There was so many hidden secrets that you had absolutely no idea about that was revealed and each time it was, it bought a gasp out of me and a bigger hole in my chest. I thought I was mentally prepared for this book, like it was gonna be another book that passed me by bit god no, no this book will stay with me forever. It bought light to so many things that people experience in real life and the authors words just grabbed you and would not let you go till you finished with the story, and beyond. 

“ From your heart, to your soul, to your pûssy. It all belongs to me, cuz you belong to me. So don’t you ever fucking say I don’t know you. Cuz you’re a part of me like I am a part of you. And nothing is gonna change that, do you understand me?”

I’ve been laying here, for probably an hour, trying to grasp what I have just read and tried to put into words how breathtaking and beautiful and eye opening this book really was and I can barely express myself in words how important this book really is. This is one of those books that just... captures you and holds you for so long. It’s one of its kind and so incredible unique. For people debating whether they should read this or not. I have five words for you, you will not regret it. Do it. Pick up a copy and then another copy for a friend cuz this bad boy needs to travel the world, it needs to be read and captive thousands of people’s minds. Cuz damn it if this book didn’t make me fall in love with it. 

Author, thank you. Thank you so much. 
My heart is in recovery and will be for ages. This book is truly one of its kind.

Lost Boy

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