Rina Kent

NOTE: This is the special edition print of Lies of my Monster. To find the ebook and audiobook, please look for the main edition. In our brutal world, there's no such thing as the truth. Lies overflow until they become a reality. But I'm determined to uncover what happened to my family. One problem, though. My monster, Kirill. We are not the same anymore. It's become hard to trust one another. But it's downright impossible to stay away from each other. It's mad, chaotic, and wrong, but it's us. And we might have to pay for it with blood.

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Lies of My Monster

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“Your stupid marriage is what’s fucking fake, Sasha! Look at him! Do you see your ring on his finger? Did he give you that grand ceremony where the whole world knows you’re his wife?” A sob catches in my throat, and tears splash on the phone’s screen. The more I look at them, the harder it is to breathe. Oh, God. I think I’m going to throw up. Yuri snatches the phone from my hands and points upstairs. “At least change clothes. We need to get the fuck out of here before he eliminates the last person who knows about what he’s done.”

“I chose you over my family, so the least you can do is choose me over her.”

OMGGGG this BOOOOKKK 😭😭😭😭😭

Renata

the way sashakirill consumed me- no words BUT my heart is shattered, SHATTERED. THEY BROKE MY HEART, i feel destroyed. and that fucking ending- 
i have no words, MY JAW IS DROPPED i literally need to start the last one NOW 

- "I'm the reason he's in there, and that breaks the heart that, before him, I thought was long dead. A heart that was overlooked in my conquest for revenge, ignored and considered irrelevant in my current life. Kirill is the one who brought it back to life and nurtured it to its current state."

- "the name of the abyss I've fallen into punches me in the fucking gut. Obsession. That's what it's called, isn't it? This is what it feels like to have the need to own someone when I've never thought about that concept before. This is also why I'm plagued by images of complete wrath if anyone dares to take this woman away from me. And that includes her"

- "I can't do that, but I can make up for these shots for the rest of my life."
"You'll stay here for the rest of your life?"
"If. you want me to, yes, I will."
"You will stay."
"I will."
"That wasn't a question. It was a statement."
"As long as you don't erase me."
I never did. Erasing her is nowhere near possible. I did a perfect job at pretending she wasn't there, though."

- "You're alive."
"No one will be able to kill me. Or you. Hear me? No fucking one."

- "What do you need me to do? How can I help?"
"Can you. stay here?"
"That's it?"
"Can I hug you?"
"Since when do you ask permission for that?"

- "I will annihilate each and every person who attempts to harm Sasha. She might be peculiar, and I still don't know much about her past, but she's mine. And no one touches what's fucking mine."

- "I've had it since last year and was only going to give it to you when you told me your actual birthday."
"Have you. been carrying it on you all this time?"
"Maybe."
"It has a sniper rifle on it." "And Sasha!"
"It's also unisex."
"Thank you! Thank you!"
"Happy Birthday, Solnyshko."

- "Tell me you're mine, Sasha."
"I'm...yours."
"No matter what happens?"
"No matter what happens."
"You can't change your mind later. You can't take these words back, and you certainly can't, under any fucking circumstances, leave me. Do you understand?"

- "I love you," (...)
And my chest feels as if it's grown wings and is currently flying among the fallen angels.
"You can't take that back either,"
"I won't."
"I mean it, Sasha. Your feelings for me are not allowed to change. Not even a little, not even close. If you feel they will for whatever reason, take the words back right now."
"No, I won't." "No matter what."

- "You can hate me all you want, curse, hit, and take all your emotions out on me, but you're not allowed to leave me."

- "Answer the question, Sasha, do you want to be my wife?"
"If I say yes, will you make it happen?"

- "K-Kirill. what...?"
"You asked me if I could make it happen." "I'm making it happen."

- "I have a wife. And her name is Aleksandra Ivanova."

- "Oh, God."
"Not God.""Me. Tell me you're mine."
"I'm already wearing your ring."
"Say you're mine."
"I'm yours, Luchik. Always."

- "Every part of her welcomes me home. No, she is my fucking home now. The only home I've ever known."

- "I'll look into it from my position."
"You. will?"
"You're my wife. Your problems are now mine."

- "It’s a picture of the grand church where all the brotherhood weddings happen. There are familiar faces in the crowd—Damien, Adrian, Lia, the Pakhan, Igor, Mikhail, and a pissed-off Rai. At the altar, Kirill stands with Kristina’s hands in his. And Kristina is wearing a wedding dress."

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