Safia Elhillo

Intimate poems that explore feminine shame and violence and imagine what liberation from these threats might look like, from the award-winning author of The January Children In Girls That Never Die, award-winning poet Safia Elhillo reinvents the epic to explore Muslim girlhood and shame, the dangers of being a woman, and the myriad violences enacted and imagined against women’s bodies. Drawing from her own life and family histories, as well as cultural myths and news stories about honor killings and genital mutilation, she interlaces the everyday traumas of growing up a girl under patriarchy with magical realist imaginings of rebellion, autonomy, and power. Elhillo writes a new world: women escape their stonings by birds that carry the rocks away; slain girls grow into two, like the hydra of lore, sprouting too numerous to ever be eradicated; circles of women are deemed holy, protected. Ultimately, Girls That Never Die is about wrestling ourselves from the threats of violence that constrain our lives, and instead looking to freedom and questioning: [what if i will not die] [what will govern me then]

Poems

Girls That Never Die

Lindsay

i am not polite         i am only inarticulate 

say i was a girl with more triggers than eyelashes

I watch the flood take that room of piecemeal fathers

where I’ve kept them installed for years.

Its debris includes the stories I kept quiet,

everything that was done to me that I will not tell them.

Includes every word tossed about to name women,

how we all thought they didn’t mean me.

I am hungry for touch & ashamed to be looked at

because demur lives inside demure but inside of restive is rest

because i want to contain my own solution

& still they hunt me, still they show their teeth.

I am so tired, I am one thousand years old.

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