Sick Fux

i liked this, i truly like the way that heathan and ellis aka rabbit and dolly went after their abusers and killed them, they deserved that. ellis aka dolly, i have a soft spot for her, i hope heathan aka rabbit always treats her the best. also i like the ending, they going in a new adventure where they kill other kids abusers - "Heathan James was never the light in my life, but instead a heavy eclipse, blotting out the sun and anything bright, bringing with him endless, eternal night and murderous tar-black blood pumping through my veins. Heathan James was the genesis of my soul's reawakening . .. a soul not meant for peace, but one handcrafted for death and murder and blood and bones... Soulmates forged in fire, under the watchful gaze of Satan's mocking eyes. Heathan. Ellis. Just a couple of sick fux ..." - "You're Dolly." "I don't understand," "You're not called Ellis. Your name is Dolly. I decided on it yesterday. You look exactly like your doll. I named you Dolly. I don't like Ellis. It's a stupid name. It doesn't suit you." - "No one ever wants me," "Then I'll want you," - "You mean something," "You ain't like everyone else. I couldn't give a fuck about anyone else. Not a single fucking soul...only you." - "She always felt whatever I felt. I always felt whatever she did. Fuck everyone else. It was me and her. Dolly hugged me tighter, and I promised myself that they would never touch her. I would never let them. They would have me instead. As much of me as they could take. I'd take it to protect her. To keep her this pure. This innocent. My little Alice in Wonderland. But if they ever tried to hurt her, to take her from me, I'd kill them all. I didn't know how or when, but if they ever made her cry or took her the way they took me... I would fucking end them all. And I knew that I'd enjoy it." - "Heathan was my best friend. My most favorite person in the world. I didn't want him to go away. He didn't have any other friends. I was his Dolly. He was my Rabbit. I... Iloved him ... Then I saw it. I looked into Heathan's silver eyes as a single tear slid out of one corner. I gasped, and my heart shattered into tiny pieces. Because Rabbit never cried. Never ever cried. Not even when his papa died did he shed a tear. But he was crying now...Because he was being taken away from me." - "There was no Rabbit without Dolly. There was no Dolly without Rabbit." - "I felt a pain in my chest. The pain of knowing I could never live without her. Dolly was as much a part of me as my blood and beating heart. And I part of her." - "Heathan James, you have eaten my heart and drunk my soul. I am yours. I have been consumed by vou ... happily." - "I love you, Rabbit.""Maybe even more than Earl Grey tea." "I love you too." "But there is nothing to compare it to, because I have never loved anything else. It has always been you. Only ever you."

** spoiler alert ** DNF @ 20% I'm not sure what I was expecting but this book blew my mind in the few chapters I did read, although I don't think in a good way. I have read a LOT of dark themed books but unfortunately this crossed too many lines for me. Gang raping and drugging children is something I just couldn't stomach. I also thought it was wrong to not have a warning about this beforehand. So anyone reading this, and want to read this book, brace yourself. I did skip through the rest of the book to see if I would be able to continue reading it but it was too much. I do believe the author wrote an amazing piece, the characters were INSANE and Ellis completely taking on the personal of Dolly to escape that trauma she endured for 11 years was so interesting but ultimately there were too many triggers for me. I would like to understand why Heathen was obsessed with watching things die before the rape occurred. What did he do to make his mother so scared of him that she abandoned him? I'm not sure if it was discussed in the book but I don't think I'm willing to find out.

Honestly stuck with me. Extremely heavy topics, read trigger warning, this book is darker than most dark romances i have read. I love the Wonderland theme since a kid and even more now. Shed a few tears while reading this but I can say this book will stay in my memory forever and few books have this effect on me. The only reason this isn't a 5 star review is because the book has some very hard topics for me and was a bit uncomfortable to read at first but fell in love with the Dolly, Bunny and the plot after some time. This is also my second time reading this book.

Please read the trigger warnings for this book.

This was incredibly uncomfortable and absolutely insane to read. It discusses extreme heavy topics.

I’m not gonna lie the ending was perfect and absolutely loved it.

It’s a dark romance about two 🥣🔪 really messed up stuff happened when they were kids which made me almost sick to read with the beginning starting with an 8 year old telling it.

He kills for her and worships her treats her like a queen. Literally creates a Wonderland for her.

I love dark romance but this was to much for me.

Soulmates forged in fire, under the watchful gaze of Satan’s mocking eyes. No importa cuántas veces los vuelva a releer siempre los voy a amar DOLLYRABBIT SUPREMACY🛐

Esta es mi segunda vez leyendo SF y por ende, es mi segunda vez llorando por DollyRabbit. Leí este libro hace 3 años, solo recuerdo que estaba tan perturbada por todo lo que leía que literalmente no sé cómo no me traumé. Leyéndolo ahora solo puedo decir que lo sigo amando después de tantos año. Y me atrevo a decir, que no fue tan impactante como la primera vez, pero sí me dolió más por todo lo que ellos pasaron. Le voy a llorar eternamente a Ellis, la pequeña Dolly, que su única aspiración de niña era ser querida y protegida. Me duele tanto pensar en cómo le arrebataron la inocencia, como fue lanzada a un mundo y una vida llena de dolor, hasta que Heathan pudo salvarla. Heathan, un niño que desde pequeño fue alcanzado por las cadenas de la violencia, un niño que desde su infancia fue tocado por los traumas, un niño que no quería a nadie, a nadie hasta ella. Me partió el alma leer como en circunstancias tan extrañas, Heathan y Ellis se hicieron amigos, como esa amistad, dentro de toda la inocencia que se permitían, surgió el amor. La forma en que Heathan trataba de proteger a Ellis todo el tiempo. SF es tan retorcido que logras encontrarle el gusto a leer las dulces venganzas que Dolly y Rabbit tomaron. Fue tan gratificante leer como los hacían pagar (a los villanos). Sinceramente, bien merecidos. El final fue una de las cosas que más me gustó, que Tillie no tratara de hacerlos volver a la “normalidad”. Porque está claro que después de tanto trauma, era imposible hacerlos pasar como si nada. La verdad es que me encantaría una novela de ellos, para saber que fue después de su historia. También me gustaría un libro de Henry y Hyde. Especialmente uno de Eddie, el dulce Eddie; que no estuvo más que enamorado de la pequeña Ellis durante años. Me sacó una lágrima cuando él dijo “As I ran, I fixed my hat back on my head and thought, The Mad Hatter. After all this time . . . . . . finally.” Sinceramente merece encontrar a su amor.

LOS AMO LOS AMO LOS AMO, LIBRO FAV

Joker and Harley Quinn dynamic and unnecessary long but it was okay

Rating: 5 Stars - Amazing "Dolly darlin” and “Follow me down the rabbit hole” scene in Sick Fux by Tillie Cole is all it took for me to fall in love with Heathan “Rabbit”. Ellis “Dolly” my heart broke for her. Her character was well written “Silly Rabbit”. Unpredictable and a unique story line. Loved the Alice In Wonderland theme through out. Interesting secondary characters Chapel and Henry/Hyde that one day hope to get their stories.

This book broke my heart. It was not at all what I expected. The backstory made me root for Heathan and Ellis. I highly recommend this book, but PLEASE check the trigger warnings before reading. Some parts were certainly rough. This book is dark, bloody, taboo, and murderous. All in all, it was a good read that I could not put down.

3.5⭐️

Full review at bookboyfriendsdoitbetter.com "Heathen James was never the light in my life, but instead a heavy eclipse, blotting out the sun and anything bright, bringing with him endless, eternal night and murderous tar-black blood pumping through my veins." This book absolutely destroyed me. The amount of times I cried while reading this book is unreal. I read half in one sitting, put it down to go to sleep (at 3 am), and then didn't pick it back up until 2 nights later. I just knew that I was probably going to cry A LOT, so I felt like I needed to spread it out. I read the second half in one sitting too and oh my god. This book is brutal. Tillie Cole did not need to go this hard but I appreciate it! I was warned that chapters 2-3 would break me and let me tell you: THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH WARNING If you are just getting into dark romance, I would not recommend starting with this one. Don't get me wrong, it is so unbelievably good, BUT in my opinion, it is not for dark romance newbies. This book is phenomenal and WILL break your heart. Both in a good and bad way. I don't really want to go into the details of Rabbit and Dolly because I want anyone who hasn't read this book to go in blind. I didn't really read the synopsis before I read it and I honestly feel like I enjoyed it more because all I knew was that it was dark, chapters 2 and 3 were heartbreaking, and that Rabbit was EVERYTHING. This book has many many many triggers so I would definitely look into those before starting it. This is a story about pain, death, revenge, and love. It is not for the faint of heart but if you're ready to be destroyed...Welcome to Wonderland.

I was super excited to read this book, and now I’m full of regret 😩 Don’t get me wrong, I love a good dark romance and not much triggers me... But to be honest I’m not even sure this qualifies. I knew going in it was going to be a lot to stomach, but I was honestly so unprepared. It’s just so incredibly fucked up, and one ginormous trigger (child abuse/child rape, sex trafficking, gang rape, murder/torture, etc) after another. I would like to note that this would have gotten a higher rating from me if the child rape scenes hadn’t been so graphic. I feel like the point of how awful the abuse was for Heathen/Rabbit and Ellis/Dolly could have been made without so much detail. Just yikes 😬

Check out this and my other reviews at My Blog, Facebook, Google+, Twitter and Pinterest ★Book Basics★ Genre : - Dark Romance Series : - Stand Alone Love triangle? - (view spoiler)[No (hide spoiler)] Cheating? - (view spoiler)[No (hide spoiler)] HEA? - (view spoiler)[Yes (hide spoiler)] Would I read more by this author/or in this series? - Yes Rating - 3.5 - 4 stars ★Review★ This was my first Tillie Cole book. Not sure if it was the best decision to start with this one, but hey ho. I love dark books, I do, but I skimmed over the parts at the start. I knew enough to get the gist and that was fine with me, but I just didn't want to read it. Once Rabbit rescued Dolly, then I stopped skimming. If that makes me "unable to handle dark" then fine. I am perfectly happy in not being able to handle certain things. However, this book was very well written. It painted so well a picture in my mind at times I wish it had not! The whole Alice in Wonderland theme was brilliantly done. And Rabbit and Dolly, my heart broke for them, they were made into what they become and to a certain extent I cheered for them getting their revenge. But is is a book I enjoyed? I am not so sure. It is a book I will not forget, doubt I will re read it, but will definitely try more from this author based on this, just hoping it is not so graphically bloody maybe.

Review/Reseña en Español/English Español Comenzare diciendo que amo este libro por muchas razones, principalmente la manera que se trabajaron los personajes y la historia fue diferente y entretenida. Tenemos a Heathan y Ellis ambos se conocieron cuando eran pequeños y crecieron juntos en una casa con los “tíos” de Ellis, Heathan era bastante posesivo llamando a Ellis como “Dolly” y también tenía tendencias sádicas desde pequeño, mientras que Ellis era alegre y muy vivaz llamando a Heathan como “Rabbit” porque amaba Alicia en el país de las maravillas (x2) y por cosas de la vida la desgracia vino a ellos y los separo. Ambos sufrieron demasiado y fue horrible lo que le hicieron a Ellis hasta dejarla como una muñeca vacía sin vida que prácticamente no reconocía la realidad hasta que Rabbit llego a salvarla y ambos salieron en busca de venganza. Debo admitir que me enoje mucho cuando los separaron y más con lo hicieron los “tíos”, pero me encanto como Tillie metió el tema de las locuras de Alicia en la historia y como poco a poco nos dábamos cuenta que tan dañada esta Dolly. Se convirtió en uno de mis libros favoritos no lo recomiendo a cualquiera porque es uno de los libros más fuertes de Tillie y es realmente DARK, en serio lo banearon de Amazon así que se los dejo a su criterio, pero realmente es un libro increíble. English I'll start by saying that I love this book for many reasons, mainly because of the way the characters were worked the story was different and entertaining. We have Heathan and Ellis who both met when they were little and grew up together in a house with Ellis' "uncles", Heathan was quite possessive calling Ellis "Dolly" and had sadistic tendencies from a young age, while Ellis was cheerful and very vivacious calling Heathan as "Rabbit" because she loved Alice in Wonderland (x2) and by fate tragedy came and tear them apart. Both suffered too much and it was horrible what they did to Ellis, she was left as a lifeless empty doll that practically did not recognize reality until Rabbit came to save her and both went out to get revenge. I must admit that I was very angry when they were separated and more with what the "uncles" did, but I loved how Tillie put the subject of Alice's madness in the story and how little by little we realized how damaged was Dolly. It became one of my favorite books, I don't recommend it to everyone because it is one of Tillie's strongest books and it's really DARK, like it’s banned in Amazon so I leave it to your judgment but it really is an incredible book.