Monica  Murphy

Things I Wanted to Say, But Never Did

Kaden Matthew

Having the attention of this boy, this very beautiful, intense boy, also had me curious.

“friends in high places take you far”

I hate him. I do. But I'm drawn to him, too. The pull is there, tugging me closer to him, and I wonder if he feels it too. 

I turn away from him, wishing he d leave me alone. Wishing he'd keep talking to me.

Because you're attracted to him. Despite everything he's done and said, you like the idea of being with him. You crave what he can give you.

“At least i’m not slobbering all over Whit Lancaster’s dick, desperate to get a taste”

We're standing so close. Like we're a couple prepared to go out onto the dance floor and sway to a romantic song together. 

hate how much I just enjoyed our interaction. His fingers on my skin, the gentle threat beneath them. I wanted the pain. I was leaning into his palm, silently begging for it. I hate myself for wanting it. For wanting him.

Once I realized Summer was going to pretend I didn't exist. I turned everyone against her. Yet no one broke her. She strode across campus, down the halls, into the dining hall, the library, the gardens, as if she owned this place. Her head held high, her nose in the air like- a queen. Above it all.

She believes she’s above it all, when no one is. They all bow to me.

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