In Memoriam
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In Memoriam

"It's 1914, and World War I is ceaselessly churning through thousands of young men on both sides of the fight. The violence of the front feels far away to Henry Gaunt, Sidney Ellwood and the rest of their classmates, all of whom are safely ensconced in their idyllic boarding school in the English countryside. They receive weekly dispatches from The Preshutian, their school newspaper, informing them of older classmates killed or wounded in action. Their heroic deaths only make the war more exciting. Gaunt, half-German, is busy fighting his own private battle- an all-consuming infatuation with his best friend, the gorgeous, rich, charming Ellwood-not having a clue that Ellwood is pining for him in return. Meanwhile, Gaunt's German mother and twin sister ask him to enlist as an officer in the British army to protect the family from the anti-German attacks they're already facing. Gaunt signs up immediately, relieved to escape his overwhelming feelings for Ellwood. The front is horrific, of course, and though Gaunt tries to dissuade Ellwood from joining him on the battlefield, Ellwood soon rushes to join him, fueled by his education in Greek heroics and romantic wartime poetry. Before long, most of their classmates have followed suit. Once in the trenches, the boys become intimately acquainted with the harsh realities of war. Ellwood and Gaunt find fleeting moments of solace in one other, but their friends are all dying, often in front of them, and no one knows when they'll be next"--
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Reviews

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Frederik De Bosschere@freddy
3.5 stars
Apr 4, 2024

The war epic is good. The love story’s rather bland. The POW buddy comedy downright irritating.

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Dani@parallelselves
5 stars
Feb 23, 2024

I do not have the words. Maybe one day I’ll be able to write a review through the tears (which I’m not sure will ever stop), but for now: read this. Fall in love. Let yourself be torn apart by it, shred by shred. Fall in love again. Edit (1.5 months later): I haven’t stopped thinking about this book. I don’t think I’ll ever stop thinking about this book. Currently wondering if I’m strong enough to reread it before I come back to finally write my review. Too much of my heart is in it. There are very few books that have marked me the way this one has. My God, what a tour de force. What a beautiful way to break.

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Cate@isakyaki
4 stars
Jan 15, 2025
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Cass Fox@suedepony
3.5 stars
Dec 18, 2024
+2
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mia esme hsu@killyourdarlings
5 stars
Dec 6, 2024
+5
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Zoë Mauldin@zoe_m
5 stars
Oct 23, 2024
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fe fe 💛@tegayshi
5 stars
Oct 4, 2024
+11
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Victoria@butterflying
4 stars
Jul 20, 2024
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Elizabeth Scott@amos222
4.5 stars
Jul 9, 2024
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Isabel @booklover89
5 stars
Jun 14, 2024
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Tom Koss@tkoss
5 stars
May 9, 2024
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Nihar Yusoof @tooobsessed
4 stars
Apr 20, 2024
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ipong@ipong
5 stars
Jan 27, 2024
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Eileen@sirleansalot
5 stars
Jan 7, 2024
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Cullen Bounds@cwillbounds
4 stars
Sep 13, 2023

Highlights

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tamara@filosofemme

At Reading, two women got on the train and sat opposite them. One stared for a long time, misty-eyed, then whispered in carrying tones to her companion: "They make such good friends at the front..."

Page 349

alright cringe

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tamara@filosofemme

“Hullo, Elly,” he said. “How’ve you been?”

Page 317

OH YEAH YEAH 🙏🏻😭😭😭

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tamara@filosofemme

At 7:30, he blew the whistles, and climbed onto the fire step. The battle began.

Page 277

STAY SAFE MY KING 🙏🏻😭😭😭😭

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tamara@filosofemme

In June 1916, they received orders that they would be leaving Ypres. There was to be another Big Push. They packed their things, and marched towards the Somme.

Page 202

WE R SO COOKED 😭😭😭😭 WE R DONE FELLAS

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tamara@filosofemme

It was the congealed evil of a century.

Page 183
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tamara@filosofemme

“When we get back,” he repeated.


“Promise me.”

Page 146

okay well that doesn’t sound good

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tamara@filosofemme

"Will you write about me when I die, Elly?"

"Yes," said Ellwood. His voice was thick with sudden and inexplicable anger.

"What will you call it? In Memoriam H. W.G.?"

"Maybe. I haven't decided yet."

Gaunt made a sound that was somewhere between laughter and choking.

Page 134

enough of that

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tamara@filosofemme

“Where to, Gaunt?"

“Some place called Loos"

Page 119

well…..

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tamara@filosofemme

Gaunt had closed his eyes. His face lost its hardened-captain look. He was only eighteen again.

Page 113

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tamara@filosofemme

But occasionally, his eyes met Eliwood's, and something in his face softened. It was reassuring to know that there was some connection still between the two Gaunts. Ellwood worried that if it were ever severed, Gaunt would remain the harsh, blank-eyed man he was in the trenches, long after the War had ended.

Page 113
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tamara@filosofemme

I wish to God I could see you again before I die.

Page 77

YEAH

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mia esme hsu@killyourdarlings

The bridge should break in half under the weight of us, he thought. I'm cracking up.

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m.@marble

Ellwood knew there was a quotation for this particular, painful speechlessness, but it did not come to him. All his words were gone. There was something surging gloriously in his chest, and he had no way to express it.

Page 337
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m.@marble

He hadn’t realized until the real Gaunt materialized how far his memories had strayed from the original.

Page 335
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m.@marble

He felt as if he had shed something, some weight he had not known he carried. . . A knot of tangles in his heart was unsnarling, and things were much simpler than before.

Page 244
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m.@marble

In 1913, you might ask a new acquaintance where he had gone to school, or what he did for a living. In 1916, it was this: what part of yourself did you most fear losing?

Page 172
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m.@marble

He wanted to make him bleed, and then tend to the wounds.

Page 105
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m.@marble

He was simmering with a restlessness like that he felt in the boxing ring; a determination to hurt and be hurt, an impulse towards disaster and destruction, and nothing else would have satisfied him.

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