
At the End of Everything
Reviews

So, I finished this book an emotional wreck. More thoughts to come soon.

I love love LOVED “Even if We Break” by Marieke Nijjkamp so I was VERY excited to receive AT THE END OF EVERYTHING from NetGalley at no cost which thus resulted in this review. I downloaded this the instant I got it, read a few chapters, took a break to have dinner and hang out with my roommates, and then it was 3am and I was finishing it. It follows the pattern of one of my other favorite books, LIFE AS WE KNEW IT by Susan Beth Pfeffer, where a huge event happens (in that book, when an asteroid hits the moon and the tides change completely) and it changes everything, and the government isn’t doing anything so it’s up to the characters to continue to figure out how to live. It’s basically LIFE AS WE KNEW IT smash cut with THE SOCIETY, but it takes place at a juvenile detention center, and the huge event that happens is a pandemic that’s much worse than the one we are currently living through. The feeling of dread that surrounds the entire book reminds me of WILDER GIRLS, which is also about girls surviving in a remote location while terrible things happen. This story is told through first-person narration of three main characters interspersed with phone conversation transcripts. It’s extremely effective and evocative, especially as more of the characters and residents of the facility succumb to the pandemic. I loved all three of the main characters in this book: Grace, a headstrong girl who just wants a future, Emerson, a nonbinary teen who plays violin, and Logan, who is a _nonverbal autistic character_, something that I have literally never seen in a book. Was it rough reading this book during a pandemic, as cases are getting worse and worse? Yeah, a little. But it’s worth it. This ranks as one of my favorite books this year. Five stars.

It had too many grammar errors and was hard to understand. The story was okay, there were parts I liked and parts I didn't. Overall it was a kind of good book.

Marieke Nijkamp’s novel At the End of Everything takes place at the Hope Juvenile Treatment Center. The people who live there are mistreated by the guards, who abuse their power, and some were failed by the justice system. Although, we don’t know the backstory to several of the characters, most of them are not inherently bad, they’ve just done objectively bad things, and some had good reason. They are juvenile delinquents, they’ve committed crimes, but they deserve to live just as much as everyone else when a deadly plague takes the country by storm. They’re forgotten, they’re abandoned, they’re left on their own, with nothing. As food and other supplies start to decrease, and cases of the plague start to increase, they have to figure out how to survive all on their own. If I said this was a wonderfully written book, I’d be lying. The plot line was great, I loved the characters, and it felt very emotional. However, something was lacking for me. The author didn’t describe the setting or the look of the characters very well, or really at all past the color of their skin, hair, eyes, or gender. There were plenty of grammatical errors, but I think they should be fixed by the time the book is for sale. On top of all that, the ending was honestly lackluster. I very much enjoyed everything else about the plot, but I believe the characters deserve a much better ending and much better descriptions. The author did include some non-binary, poc, and disability representation though, which I very much enjoyed. I also enjoyed the story being narrated by three different characters each chapter, the rest of the characters we saw through their eyes.

I enjoyed the plot and characters. It brought me back to 2020 and early 2021.

I enjoyed the plot and characters. It brought me back to 2020 and early 2021.






