Impressions of Me

We can try to deny our deepest desires, but we can never truly erase them from our hearts. I've always wanted something more from life, and until I saw him again that fateful afternoon I had pretty much given up on things getting better. I didn't know exactly what I was missing until I saw Kane again, and it only took one look into his eyes to reawaken the feeling I had the first time I laid eyes on him. We met under such strange and dramatic circumstances over a year ago, when I was just the supportive best friend who tagged along to his house, and he was just Wesley's worried little brother. I knew that some part of me wanted him even then, and what I thought would be something between us fell apart before it ever really began. Now he's come back into my life as unexpectedly as he left it. That life's been a mess lately -I'm stuck in a dead-end job that I hate, I have a best friend who's married and moved away, and now a dark cloud from my past looms in the distance, threatening to destroy everything that I love. I don't know what the future will bring between me and Kane, but I know that I want him, and that he may turn out to be my redemption.