Changing Lanes

HackerOur paths collided once and because of it I was destroyed. I've never been able to put myself back together, I've barely lived, and time has yet to heal my bleeding wounds. I never thought I'd have to see her again, that is until she walked into the clubhouse years later and all of my hate for her returned to the surface. She's trying to integrate herself into my world. A world she doesn't belong in and I'm doing everything I can to keep that from happening. Even if that means hurting her.SierraI'm drowning, sinking so far down into this black hole I don't know if I can survive. The one person that was always supposed to be there wasn't, he couldn't handle it, so he left. It's time I seek help, but how far am I willing to go to get what I need? The only one who can help me is the one that hates me most of all.People are depending on me if I fail it doesn't just affect me and I need to do what I have to for them. It's time he realizes it wasn't my fault.