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A Maiden… Chosen from birth to usher in a new era, Poppy’s life has never been her own. The life of the Maiden is solitary. Never to be touched. Never to be looked upon. Never to be spoken to. Never to experience pleasure. Waiting for the day of her Ascension, she would rather be with the guards, fighting back the evil that took her family, than preparing to be found worthy by the gods. But the choice has never been hers. A Duty… The entire kingdom’s future rests on Poppy’s shoulders, something she’s not even quite sure she wants for herself. Because a Maiden has a heart. And a soul. And longing. And when Hawke, a golden-eyed guard honor bound to ensure her Ascension, enters her life, destiny and duty become tangled with desire and need. He incites her anger, makes her question everything she believes in, and tempts her with the forbidden. A Kingdom… Forsaken by the gods and feared by mortals, a fallen kingdom is rising once more, determined to take back what they believe is theirs through violence and vengeance. And as the shadow of those cursed draws closer, the line between what is forbidden and what is right becomes blurred. Poppy is not only on the verge of losing her heart and being found unworthy by the gods, but also her life when every blood-soaked thread that holds her world together begins to unravel.
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Sílvia@sibmaral
3.5 stars
Jan 31, 2025

I’ve never been more frustrated in my life. The facts were slapped in her face and STILL she didn’t put the pieces together FOR SO LONG. I WAS SCREAMING THE ENTIRE BOOK

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Kelly Viljoen@kv_journey
3 stars
Aug 19, 2024

The premise for the book was interesting, but poorly executed. The progression was slow, painfully so at times, and easy to predict.

+2
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Sydney Cantwell@highladysydney
5 stars
Aug 2, 2024

LOVED THIS

+6
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Linara K.S@linara
5 stars
Jul 19, 2024

Mama Mia. I'm shook. Fans of the ACOTAR trilogy would rave over this book. No joke. No spoilers just me gushing... I was Legit abt to cry at the end when everything unravelled and omg The AUTHOR!!!! She is one hell of an intelligent swindler. *Because* she took overused tropes and remodeled/revisited them in an ingenious way. I'm just fucking speechless. I'm in awe. I have to warn you that there are elicit scenes and see scenes as well (yes, plural). Anyways, that aside, can I gush over the book? Just keep on reading if this still interests you. Okay first of all the main character: Poppy. She isn't the typical character I would root for but... she grew on me after some time; it's mostly due to how the author often makes a retrospection of her and that made me understand Poppy (though I still love tempered and badass main characters, she became a fave). The plot is well woven through the romance and I didn't feel it too angsty (it was just right). I kept giggling and writhing at the cheesy lines Hawke would pull out. Omg the journal!!! Okay so there is this scene (not a spoiler) where Poppy finds a journal equivalent to fifty shades of grey and Hawke takes it from her which creates a witty banter between them. My stomach hurt from laughing so much. Ugh I just can't keep gushing about this because it'll take years! And I'm very impatient so... ig I'll write a proper review or gushing (whatever) on my reread. Because YES, I plan on rereading this masterpiece soon.

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Anna @ann_omalia
2 stars
Jul 13, 2024

od této knihy jsem kvůli skvělým zahraničím ohlasům čekala vážně hodně. skvělá romantika, dobrý příběh, zajímavé postavy... nedočkala jsem se. ba naopak, tato kniha mě velmi, velmi zklamala. začněme asi u toho méně podstatného, pokusím se to napsat bez spoilerů; děj jako takový byl velice průměrný. hlavní hrdinka je od narození vyvolená, nikdo neví proč, nikdo neví jak. já doteď nechápu vůbec nic, protože autorka se podrobnějším vysvětlováním nezaobírala. celých 400 stran knihy se odehrává v sídle, chvílemi jsem z toho pociťovala až klaustrofobii. posledních 100... sice se odehrávalo mimo sídlo, ale bylo to to nejhorší zakončení, které jsem kdy četla. hodně mi to připomínalo after; hrdinové se k smrti pohádají a zhruba dvě minuty po hádce (já si tady nedělám legraci, vážně to mohlo být jen několik minut) se spolu vyspí. a když už jsem nakousla ten sex; zaprvé nevím, jak něco takového mohlo vyhrát nejlepší romantiku roku 2020 - jejich vztah nebyl uvěřitelný, ale ještě důležitější je, že byl plný násilí. Hawke k sexu Poppy v podstatě psychicky donutil. hned několikrát. při jedné konkrétní scéně bych se ani nebála říct, že jí znásilnil. ale nám je tento vztah pokládán jako něco krásného a romantického a jako něco, co bychom v podstatě všichni chtěli mít. prostě... ne?? bylo tam tolik problémů!! Poppy se do Hawkea zamilovala dost možná jen kvůli tomu, že nikdy neměla poblíž sebe chlapce jejího věku. a Hawke? ten byl jen horny a psychicky jí nutil k tomu mít s ním poměr. u některých konkrétních (nejen) sexuálních scén jsem musela až kulit oči nad tím, jaké vlezlosti a namyšlenosti Hawke Poppy říkal, aby jí svedl. a ještě víc jsem kulila oči nad tím, že se mu to povedlo. a ten úplný konec, ta poslední věta? největší hloupost a nesmyslnost, kterou autorka mohla vymyslet. . kniha mě strašlivě zklamala a naštvala. rozhodně jí nikomu z vás nedoporučuji, protože za něco takového nestojí utrácet peníze. do dalších dílů se pouštět nebudu. . 2*/5*, a to hodnotím velice milosrdně.

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Rhys Pekovitch@moonfeather
4.5 stars
Jul 9, 2024

Knocking off half a star for some grammar/writing mistakes, I still loved the book and will probably read it again

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arwen@corienrielle
5 stars
May 5, 2024

i can't explain you either get it or you don't

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aleksandra@aleksandrareading
3 stars
Apr 2, 2024

3/5 Yeah, I won’t be continuing. "You are an absolutely stunning, murderous little creature"

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brittney arthur@blondiebritt
5 stars
Mar 29, 2024

THE TENSION. I loved this book so much.

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A@amarit_u
3 stars
Mar 20, 2024

Very predictable and also somehow employed pretty much every plot twist you could think of. I wish this book did more show as opposed to tell via dialogue. My favorite part was the banter. The spice was mild but tasteful/well-written. I wish the word choice fit the genre a little better. Using words like therapeutic didn't quite fit.

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Kaitlyn@vampirelover
4 stars
Mar 11, 2024

I originally rated this a 4.5 because I was very confused with a lot of the terms and concepts, and I am still slightly confused. But after finishing the book I bumped it up to a 4.8 (minus 0.2 points for the confusion it gave me) since everything clicked into place. I think Hawke is very neat (added him to my list of traumatized babygirls list).

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Sidney Schaffner@sidschaff
4 stars
Mar 10, 2024

The plot twist got me. I def didn’t see it coming. Hawke is such a simp.

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chloe rae@heychloerae
3 stars
Feb 14, 2024

This book was a lot of fun! I definitely had some problems with it. I thought the plot was interesting, but I thought there were some issues in regards to the execution. I didn't fully understand all of the different monsters/characters and what they were until like 3/4 of the way through the book. I was confused for almost the entire book. I mean, I don't think we were supposed to care since the main story line is obviously the romance, which was great but also felt...rushed. It's so weird. I was hooked from the beginning but I also wanted more like, romance in the romance? I liked most aspects of the romance, but it almost felt like the smut didn't line up with the tone of the rest of the novel? I wanted to take this story seriously but then something would happen and I'd be totally taken out of it. Does that even make sense? Also, there was too much flip-flopping with our main character. Constantly going "this or that" which is understandable up until a certain point but then it just becomes annoying. I LOVED the ending though. What a smart ending. I want to read the next one! Overall, not a favorite but such a fun read for a super weird time. Held my attention and took my mind off the world for a bit.

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Madison Keiran@mkeiran
4 stars
Feb 8, 2024

I’m so mad I waited this long to read this, I’m obsessed

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Mel @melsbooknook
4 stars
Feb 3, 2024

SPOILERS What a lovely surprise this was! I am loving this resurgence of vampires.

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sophie@feysands
2 stars
Jan 21, 2024

2 stars

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jenna@jennaa
5 stars
Jan 8, 2024

SO GOOD !!!!

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hanni@whatsureta
3.5 stars
Jan 7, 2024

love the first book.. the succeeding installments are meh

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Liv N.@cinnamonsunshine914
4 stars
Jan 2, 2024

I enjoyed Poppy’s growth throughout the book. She became more sure of herself and loved her using her training. Hawke is a delight and I really like their banter. I hope the story continues to grow in an interesting way - the world has really nice build up.

+3
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big ab@snapitsabbey
5 stars
Jan 2, 2024

i predicted the big plot twists but i thoroughly enjoyed this entire book. really loved it.

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Paulina@paule06
3 stars
Dec 29, 2023

So This is hard to review so I’ll try my best. First the good things: I loved the setting and how Poppy didn’t know much about the world as we did. That gave me (who finds it very hard to remember certain facts in fantasy worlds) time to understand everything in a detailed way. Also I liked the writing, how the author described places and characters etc. But sadly I did not LOVE it :/ That leads to the things that were meh: Every damn chapter someone (especially Poppy herself) had to say “You are the Maiden. The Chosen.” till it was annoying. But that is definitely not the worst thing. This book was so predictable, because we got too many hints throughout the story. The plottwists were not the worst but like I said the hints destroyed the suspense kinda. Sadly I couldn’t connect with the characters at all except for one or two but I think this will be better in the second book as we will learn more about their past :) Soo I’m excited but also scared for the next one 🤭

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carolreadabook@carolreadabook
4 stars
Dec 23, 2023

o miolo desse livro é uma desgraça, mas o final fica interessante. eu gosto do mundo que ela criou e gosto do hanke mais do que deveria. algumas cenas parecem que são tudo a mesma coisa, então eu acredito que poderiam ser escritas melhor. enfim, estou dando a autora o benefício da duvida pq eu estou atualmente lendo o livro 2. ps, a poppy as vezes é chatinha pakas.

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taryn@tarynbrickner
2 stars
Dec 6, 2023

2.5 stars

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Nabeelah Hassan @nablaa_22
5 stars
Nov 29, 2023

** spoiler alert ** This was a surprise release book that left me speechless and wanting more. I have no idea what the next book is going to be released but I do know that I cannot wait for it to come out so I can devour as it fast as I did this one. To be honest, I was extremely confused at the start of the book, because this is a fantasy book, it took more than a few chapters to wrap my head around the world and the meaning behind what Poppy was saying. I was a bit skeptical when I began the book because there were a lot of concept that were being spoken that I didn't fully understand and it wasn't explained fully till much later. But slowly everything started making sense. JLA had a wonderful talent of just keeping you captivate and by the time I was reaching the end it was all worth it. Poppy is such a badass. I love her! She may even become my favorite JLA character, after Alex, of course! My favorite scene is the fight between her and Hawke when he sees her face for the first time. We very briefly met Kieran in this book but I see potential of the character. He is gonna be the awesome, I can FEEL it. I personally love trying to figure out the plot of the book before it happens, and so I guessed that Hawke was to be Prince Casteel. I first guessed it when he was speaking with the girls about Casteel that I got suspicious. Although I was saddened by all the bloodshed that happened at the ball, i understand why it needed to take place and it isn't a JLA book without one of my favorites being killed off 😭😭😭. I cried real tears for death. But I loved that Poppy cut that man to bits a pieces! He deserved it!

Highlights

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Apiecalypse Jen@chippedfang

“Hawke, will you stay with me tonight?”

“I would like nothing more than that but I don’t think you realise what will happen if I stay”

I felt a little dizzy. “what would happen?”

He turned then, his gaze piercing.

“There is no way I would be in that bed with you and not be all over you in 10 seconds flat. We wouldn’t even make it to the bed before that happened. I know my limitations. I know that I am not a good enough man to remember my duty or yours, and that I am so incredibly unworthy of you it should be a sin. Even knowing that there is no way I wouldn’t strip that robe from you and do extract what I told you I would do when we were in the forest.”

Heat swept through me as I stared at him. “I know.”

He sucked in a sharp breath “do you?”

Hawke took a step away from the door. “I’m not just going to hold you. I won’t stop at kissing you. My fingers won’t be the only thing inside you. My need for you is far too great poppy, if I stay, you will not walk out of this door ‘the maiden’”

I shivered at the bluntness of his words. They weren’t a shock but his need was. I had never seen myself as the object of something so fierce. I’d never been allowed to.

“I know”

He took one more step toward me

“Do you truly poppy.”

Just push my head into a fucking chipper shredder already. Of all the manipulative lack-of-self-control-as-compliment bullshit.. Dude, you’re a grown ass man, get a fucking hold of yourself.

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Apiecalypse Jen@chippedfang

Poppy.. forgive me.. I failed you.. as a man.

I swear to god… I am too old for this shit… or not straight enough? this book won awards? Dozens of 5 star reviews? Did everyone read a different book? What is happening…

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Apiecalypse Jen@chippedfang

I don’t think I was being honest before… about stopping.

What in the fucking disaster of consent is this book. This is like the 20th time that this dude has been written as charming for seeming like overtaken by “lust” with this teenage “maiden” he is supposed to be guarding, but is instead repeatedly making out with…

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Apiecalypse Jen@chippedfang

Just hit chapter 4…

What in “the court of” insufferable teenagers am I reading. This has a million good reviews… am I going to hate this because I am a 39 year old bog hag? Because so far…

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Somya Verma@somyaverma

Casteel Da’Neer, the Prince of Atlantia, smiled fully as he lifted our joined hands and said, “We go home to marry, my Princess.”

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Somya Verma@somyaverma

“You’re such a bad influence,” I murmured as I placed my hand in his. Hawke curled his fingers around mine. The weight and warmth of his hand was a pleasant shock. “Only the bad can be influenced, Princess.”

Page 335
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Dominika @dom_i

“I ask only one thing of you." He rose, and I prepared for him to tell me to stay away from the Rise. I’d probably tell him I would. Of course, I wouldn't, and I didn't think he'd believe me. “The next time you go out, wear better shoes and thicker clothing. Those slippers are likely to be the death of you, and that dress... the death of me."

Page 209

I’m dead

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Dominika @dom_i

Hawke caught me by the ankle. I gasped, arms pinwheeling until I steadied myself. Wide-eyed, I stared at him. He raised his brows as his gaze traveled the length of mny bare leg. "Scandalous," he murmured.

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Dominika @dom_i

"I don't know if I'm relieved or disappointed that he didn’t recognize me. Or if I'm excited that he might have." Shaking my head, I laughed. “I just don't know, but it doesn't matter. What... what happened between us was one time only. It was just this...thing. It can’t happen again."

“Sure," she murmured.

Not that I'm even thinking he'd want to do any of that again, especially now that he knows it was me. If he does."

"Uh-huh."

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Rachel Minton@bookishbaddie

This is my second time reading this series and I really forgot how much I love it 🥲 I know it’s not for everyone but for me it’s just chefs kiss. Hawke is honestly one of my favorite book boyfriends.

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I’m rereading the series because it has some spooky elements (“vampires”, werewolves, deities) and the vibes fit :)

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hannah groom @keepingiteklektik

“Death is like an old friend who pays a visit, sometimes when it's least expected and other times when you're waiting for her. It's neither the first nor the last time she'll pay a visit, but that doesn't make any death less harsh or unforgiving."

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Katerina@katerina258

“What you want should always matter.”

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Katerina@katerina258

“Nothing is ever simple. And when it is, it’s rarely ever worth it.”

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Katerina@katerina258

“I didn’t want to spend another night wishing I was living instead of actually doing it.”

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Katerina@katerina258

“Fear and bravery are oftentimes and the same. It either makes you a warrior or a coward. The only difference is the person it resides inside”

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

No matter what I felt for him, I could never trust him, and what I felt for him was also something I could no longer pretend didn’t exist. I loved him. I was in love with him.

Same. I fell the moment he showed up tbh, so I can't really blame her.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

What I felt was…it was messy and raw. I hated him, and…I didn’t. I cared for him, as idiotic as that was. And I wanted him—his kiss, his touch. But I also wanted to hurt him.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

I was dying. “No, you’re not,” he argued, and I realized I’d said the last part out loud. “You cannot die. I will not allow it.” He then lifted his arm to his mouth, and I saw those sharp teeth I’d felt before, watched in disbelief as he bit into his wrist, tearing open his skin. I cried out, trying to lift my hand to cover the wound. He’d kidnapped me. He’d killed to get to me, had betrayed me, and he was the enemy. Because of that, I’d been made helpless once more. I was dying, I shouldn’t care that he was bleeding. But I did.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

“You are exceptionally skilled at being disobedient,” he growled. “Only second to your talent of driving me crazy.”

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

There’d been no going back since the night at the Red Pearl, and this…this felt too right for it not to be, in some way, destined. I felt like I was supposed to be right here, in this very moment, with Hawke, where it mattered who I was and not what I was. It didn’t matter if the gods found me unworthy because I was worthy of this—of laughter and excitement, of happiness and anticipation, of safety and acceptance, of pleasure and experience, of everything Hawke made me feel. And he was worthy of whatever consequences came from this because this wasn’t just about him. I knew that from the moment I’d asked him to stay. It was about me. What I wanted. My choice.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

“There is no way I could be in that bed with you and not be all over you in ten seconds flat. We wouldn’t even make it to the bed before that happened. I know my limitations. I know that I’m not a good enough man to remember my duty and yours or that I’m so incredibly unworthy of you it should be a sin. Even knowing that, there is no way I wouldn’t strip that robe from you and do exactly what I told you I’d do when we were in the forest.”

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

I watched him start for the door, his name on the tip of my tongue. I didn’t want him to leave. I didn’t want to spend tonight alone. I didn’t want him to believe that he wasn’t deserving. What I wanted was to live. What I wanted was him.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

I looked at Hawke, really looked at him, and what I saw went beyond the physical. He’d always been different with me, and he never tried to stop me. From the night on the Rise to the Blood Forest when he’d thrown me the sword, he didn’t only protect me. He believed in me and respected my need to defend myself. And like he’d said before, it was as if we’d known each other for ages. He…he understood me, and I thought I might understand him. Because he was brave and strong, and he felt and thought deeply. He’d suffered losses and survived and continued to do so even with the agony I knew he carried with him. He accepted me. And I trusted him with my life. With everything.

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Anna Stewart@annaporluisanna

I was too caught up in what was happening within me because something was shifting, changing. Something enormous and yet also small. My heart started pumping as if I’d just been fighting for my life, and…dear gods, that’s what I was doing. Right now. Fighting not for my life but to be able to live it. That was what was clicking into place inside me. Maiden or not, good or bad, Chosen or forsaken, I deserved to live and to exist without being cloistered by rules I never agreed to.

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