Lullaby of Tears

How did I end up here? What have I done?That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. I'm such a disappointment to everyone around me. Well, at least I would be if they knew the truth. The truth behind the smile. Because behind my smile is a broken girl who cries alone at night. One moment. One choice. One mistake.That's all it took to change everything. And somehow, he still cares. He still writes songs about memories of us-of me. Even when I walked away, because it's not just my life I have to think about anymore.If we had the chance to be together again, would he want me? Does he still see me as the girl in the songs he sings? Or am I nothing more than sad memories of what could have been?