Things i Don't Want to Know
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Things i Don't Want to Know A Response to George Orwell's 1946 Essay 'Why I Write'

Deborah Levy β€” 2013
'Perhaps when Orwell described sheer egoism as a necessary quality for a writer, he was not thinking about the sheer egoism of a female writer. Even the most arrogant female writer has to work over time to build an ego that is robust enough to get her through January, never mind all the way to December.' Deborah Levy
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πŸͺ©@scifiwasabi
5 stars
Dec 31, 2024

I love how Levy portrays her journey on this one

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pranya@prancetta
5 stars
Jun 30, 2024

kept drawing parallels to my own experiences with privilege that continues to be juxtaposed against the caste system at all times, like the south african apartheid recalled here. it is a difficult perspective to explain the pain of witnessing from a position that is inside hegemony but without power, and Levy does it with delicacy, wit and warmth. i can't wait to read more.

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kayley@sweetestgirl
5 stars
Jan 19, 2024

was so captivated by this i got the most viscous sunburn while reading on the beach. deborah levy the woman that u are 😩🀍

i wish i bought the whole series at the same time bc now i’m in rural victoria with no books to read πŸ’”

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Molly Bridge@mollyb
4 stars
Jul 24, 2023

First in a trilogy of memoirs, also the first book I’ve read of Deborah Levy’s. As good a place to start as any, keen for the next πŸ€—

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Nina @ninstrees
4.5 stars
Mar 30, 2023

It was short and she is funny and wise and it had a lot in it in a short amount of time... Very good book! Altho ngl I kinda wish it wasn't a memoir bc I'd like to follow the character of both marias and their lives too...

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Angbeen Abbas@angbeen
3 stars
May 23, 2022

(3.5/4) deborah im begging you please hang out with me pleaseeee i need you to be maternal figure to me soooo bad.

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Jas Wang@bluej
5 stars
Feb 20, 2022

Once again, I shall owe my appreciation for this book to the timing. Of course, the writing itself is delicately woven as always, but I can see myself (or others) reading this and nit-picking bits, but whilst I picked up the book, it almost felt like it was calling to me, with the answers I seek. And it has definitely shown me my socket, that I just need to reach for.

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Clara Jo@clarajohenry
4 stars
Jan 5, 2022

A slim first book of Levy's three part living autobiography establishing her writing presence and the quotidian realities of her childhood in apartheid South Africa, particularly those lived experiences that have been catalysts to her becoming a writer. What gives magnitude to our voices, what does it mean to be a woman, what should I do with all the things I don't want to know?β€” I am compelled to read on in her second book.

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Sarah Christine Gill@Gilly
5 stars
Jul 12, 2021

I love Deborah Levy's writing so much.

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Jenny Ramsay@jenny
2.5 stars
Apr 27, 2025
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khaoula@snrio0
3.5 stars
Mar 24, 2024
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Mariam Abdel-Razek@mariamabdelrazek
4.5 stars
Jul 23, 2023
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Simona Paunova@simonapaunova
4 stars
Oct 15, 2022
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Ingrid@ingrid
4 stars
Aug 16, 2022
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Maisie MacDonald@cottagereading
3 stars
Aug 11, 2022
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Roo Lampione@rooroo
5 stars
Aug 11, 2022
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Sara Holman@saralovesbooks
4 stars
Jul 9, 2022
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Laura Gill@gillybookworm
5 stars
May 10, 2022
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Imie Kent-Muller@mythicreader
4 stars
Apr 26, 2022
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Louisa@louisasbookclub
4 stars
Jun 30, 2024
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Faye@fayesavanne
4 stars
May 24, 2024
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Duarte@duarte
3 stars
Apr 3, 2024
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dian@rkiveoflove
5 stars
Apr 1, 2024
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Eve@vitah89
4 stars
Mar 29, 2024

Highlights

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Sarah Christine Gill@Gilly

It occurred to me that both Maria and I were on the run in the twenty-first century, just like George Sand whose name was also Amantine was on the run in the nineteenth century, and Maria whose name was also Zama was looking for somewhere to recover and rest in the twentieth. We were on the run from the lies concealed in the language of politics, from myths about our character and our purpose in life. We were on the run from our own desires too probably, whatever they were. It was best to laugh it off.

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Sarah Christine Gill@Gilly

Ten minutes later she brought out breakfast on a silver tray: small bowls of home-made yogurt and dark honey, warm bread rolls, a large cup of aromatic coffee with a jug of milk on the side, a glass of spring water with a slice of lemon in it, and two fresh apricots. As she unloaded the tray, Maria never once asked me about my life in London or I about hers in Majorca. I made sure I barely looked at her but I reckoned I was a detective gathering evidence for something neither of us could fathom.